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I got dressed and ready today and drove to the mall where I work when all of a sudden, I get nauseous. Super duper nauseous. Since I always arrive early, I just sat in my car, pushed my chair back all the way and watched YouTube videos on my phone. I thought it might’ve been because I was tired and recently had my wisdom teeth removed. Okay. No biggie. 20 minutes passes by and my head is swirling with dizziness and my eyes keeping getting all cross. I dismiss it and head inside the mall for some warmth. The escalator looks 20 feet too long and I hold onto the side of the moving stairs tightly, worried I might fall with my swimming vision. I don’t feel any better, in fact, I keep feeling worse. So I sit at a nearby table, put my head down, and finally come to terms that I am just not feeling great today. I call out for work and head back home. While I’m driving I hastily park and jump out to throw up in the grass.

Cut to now, I’m laying in bed all drowsy and nauseous. Ughhhh, I feel terrible and I’m so glad I didn’t bother with any makeup today. Times like these are when I wish I had a dom waiting for me at home to comfort me
2 years ago. December 28, 2021 at 4:45 AM

I’ll cut to the chase here — I was bullied a lot when I was a child with my timid personality and because of that, it kept me away from ever having friendships or even romantic relationships. I always wonder if I’m meant to have a relationship with someone and I think my trauma is a big reason why I feel the need to have a dom in my life. On top of that, I’ve always been a tomboy yet I’m quite soft in personality. I feel like guys don’t like this mix in appearance and personality. What do you guys think?