Vampiric Matcha(sub female)

Home Sick

I got dressed and ready today and drove to the mall where I work when all of a sudden, I get nauseous. Super duper nauseous. Since I always arrive early, I just sat in my car, pushed my chair back all the way and watched YouTube videos on my phone. I thought it might’ve been because I was tired and recently had my wisdom teeth removed. Okay. No biggie. 20 minutes passes by and my head is swirling with dizziness and my eyes keeping getting all cross. I dismiss it and head inside the mall for some warmth. The escalator looks 20 feet too long and I hold onto the side of the moving stairs tightly, worried I might fall with my swimming vision. I don’t feel any better, in fact, I keep feeling worse. So I sit at a nearby table, put my head down, and finally come to terms that I am just not feeling great today. I call out for work and head back home. While I’m driving I hastily park and jump out to throw up in the grass.

Cut to now, I’m laying in bed all drowsy and nauseous. Ughhhh, I feel terrible and I’m so glad I didn’t bother with any makeup today. Times like these are when I wish I had a dom waiting for me at home to comfort me

Trauma

2 years ago. December 28, 2021 at 4:45 AM

I’ll cut to the chase here — I was bullied a lot when I was a child with my timid personality and because of that, it kept me away from ever having friendships or even romantic relationships. I always wonder if I’m meant to have a relationship with someone and I think my trauma is a big reason why I feel the need to have a dom in my life. On top of that, I’ve always been a tomboy yet I’m quite soft in personality. I feel like guys don’t like this mix in appearance and personality. What do you guys think?

Max Heathen(other male) - Timid Tomboy is an odd mix for me, as usually a tomboy is trying to fit in with the guys. Dress and act like a boy which for me just isn't my thing. I like makeup and cutesy shit but.. and that is a big ol Butt... I'm just one person and others have their own flavor's of like and not drawn towards... Yes I purposefully sidestepped saying dislike, because usually this isn't the case. It has less to do with disliking an appearance more than we are simply drawn to what our personal eye finds more appealing/stimulating to our mind. That could be the difference in Red and Blue coloring. Jeans or skirts. You are usually your own worst enemy, so... welcome to the Cage, luv. You come to a great place to find supportive and uplifting community talk. Btw... Timid is a huge turn on for me. GrrRRRrrrRRRrr 😂

2 years ago

SweetBrattyLittle(sub female) - I actually feel you on this. I'm the only girl... Only girl in my immediate family and I have no female cousins my age. Everyone is either 11 years younger or older than me. 🤪
I grew up tomboyish and trauma stunted my growth socially. Im the girl who likes to wrestle and be in front but have the worse time talking. The same girl who could care less AND care way too much. We are who we are. Your difference is what makes you beautiful. Your Dom will be lucky to have you. All others are fucked up in the head idiots.

2 years ago

Pragmaticdom(dom male){Princessli} - I don't think it's necessarily the mix of timid and tomboy that has led to things not working out in the past. Everyone is a mix of conflicting personality traits, so I wouldn't give up hope on finding someone even though I kno it can feel hopeless at times. Though I don't kno your exact situation, but it's always good to work on self confidence. Whether that be by yourself or with a good psychologist. You can also work on putting yourself out there a bit more by looking for groups you have common interest in on apps like meet up and give a group a few trys. Hope this somewhat helps! And glad to see another Coloradan on here 😊

2 years ago

No Body(dom male) - Sometimes I wonder if I will ever find the one, I will see my final days with. So far, I have had 4 great years with her till .... well things happen. It is not the fact you're a mix so many of us are. You're not a problem and you're not alone in being alone. Most importantly being the mixed-up mutt I am I can say you are just fine. Personally, I think you are a good mix, and someone is going to find you and understand how great you are.

2 years ago

SweetBrattyLittle(sub female) - I like what you said here. Every one of us has our quirks. If others refuse to see the beauty that is you, then they are not worth your time or energy.

2 years ago

Sweet Ginger(sub female){⚓ } - I feel that everyone is different and you will find ur niche . Just continue to be you and someone will find those traits adorable.

2 years ago

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Vampiric Matcha​(sub female)

Home Sick

Trauma

Vampiric Matcha(sub female)