It's amazing how the light of a new day shines a new prospective on a problem.
The Phoenix struggles to rise from her ash bed, her wings weak...feathers soft and downy...she's completely vulnerable...
She doesn't want her master to walk away, she wishes to bow at his feet groveling for forgiveness...how can she make her husband understand she is a better person who is happier and wants to make more time for him and their child when Master guides her?
Phoenix does not want to escape into the fog of drugs and alcohol to numb her pain, she wants to face it head on knowing she has the strength of both men at her side to catch her when it becomes too much.
So with that being said... alex'sescape...my wonderful Master...will you please please please consider this my most humblest apology for reacting the way I did...not giving you the opportunity to help guide me through this minefield? I reacted out of fear 🥺😱🙇
