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Remembering my introduction being someone's toy and being submissive. Years ago when we still had Craigslist I answered a post looking for female companionship. She being some 20 plus years younger than me, I have to say I was excited about what I thought was going to happen. After a phone chat to make sure each other was real I agreed to go to her place. Upon arriving she told me how she wanted to start which was she wanted to sit there and watch me strip for her. First I thought it to be unusual but what the heck she was young and pretty so I did it for her complete with the poses she requested. Looking back on it now I suspect she was judging how well I obeyed her. I still thought we were going to be making love soon. Wrong. Get down on your knees she said and I did. She leaned in close held my face and said are you willing to do whatever I say. Still thinking this was her version of foreplay, I agreed.
Follow me to the bedroom she said. No don't get up she said crawl. In this this far now I obeyed and crawled down the hall behind her. She was laughing and I was turned on. She allowed me to undress her being careful to not touch her body; her directions. Finished with that she laid on the bed and directed me to every part of her body to please her short of kissing her. I have to say here that until then I had never rimmed a women or had her feet in my mouth, but I enjoyed it so much. The time went by and my tongue explored all of her skin by her direction and I know she had several organisms. Me on the other hand was only wet and horny. She hadn't made any attempt to help my desires.
Abruptly she was done and told me to go get dressed. A bit shocked I admit ,but I went out to the living room and put on my clothes that were laying on the floor. Being dressed now she came out of the bedroom with her clothes on. She told me to kneel and I did. Just standing over me she asked, did you enjoy today. All I could say was yes. Good she said because I want you to be on call for me every so often as I need your services. I agreed with her. Now go home she said and I was out the door.
Over the next 13 months she would call me every 1-2 weeks. It was her schedule. As time went by it was much the same of me pleasing her. Actually it was more of obeying her. She loved to see me on my knees or crawling. Also she came to be more into verbal abuse and laughing at me as our times went. I guess this is where I learned to love being humiliated. It just felt right. Silly perhaps but verbal abuse was love and I wanted love. In all our time together she never returned any of the favors I was giving her. What I did get was get much practice with my oral skills. Of course I loved to see and feel her have many orgasms, but I came to adore the time she allowed me to worship her feet. There were many other firsts for me too with her that I remember like spitting in my mouth or licking her clean so she wouldn't have to use TP. The name calling was the best and always motivated me.
The beginning of the end of the relationship was when she brought her girlfriend into our time together. I admit I was willing to serve the girlfriend with the same respect and I did on two occasions but the girlfriend didn't like me much. I think she was jealous and wanted Charity all to herself. I guess I am writing this to both admit who I am and to thank Charity for the experience and training I received. I owe a debt to her for the beginning of understanding me and my place. Yes there have been other women since then in control of me, but this was my first step
3 years ago. August 14, 2021 at 11:18 PM
How does a female submissive tell/ask her female Domme to be more strict with her without sounding like topping from the bottom Meet with her today and came back from it feeling like we were more like friends. Sure i want her to like me, but i want to be her submissive and not her equal.