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Memoir of a Submissive

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6 years ago. December 18, 2017 at 10:41 AM

The darkness of the early morning still pervades our home, dispelled with the flicking on of a soft light in each room as i pad my way to the kitchen.

  Small tasks await me, insuring that all members of the household, both furry and other, are fed and have sustenance for the hours ahead. The day’s schedule fills my mind, reminders of errands to run, bills to pay, and plans to make. Until it is all finished, and then one thought stands tantamount.

 

The world of schedules, errands, bills, and plans would tell me to put something else ahead of this moment, to do something for me, or at least to question why i am about to act in such a servile manner. But that world never satisfies.

 

i know better now. i know that nothing is more desirable, more fulfilling, more necessary than putting Him ahead of me. And so, i make His coffee.

 

Shocked? Expected some sort of salacious, delicious, hot, wet, cum-drenched, early-morning cavorting, did you? Well, i’m not ruling that out, but it is Monday morning after all.

 

Instead, i brew the dark magical beverage, place cream and one teaspoon of sugar, and stir. My hands cup His favorite mug, and i feel the warmth spread outward to my chilled finger tips. i carry it carefully up each stair until i reach our bedroom.

 

i walk softly to His bedside, and kneel. He greets me with a gravelly, “Good morning, Babygirl.”

 

i offer Him the mug, raising it up a bit, using the words of a precious other slave: “From my body, from my heart, from my soul.”

 

For it is not just a cup of coffee: it is everything about my place, my greatest desire, my hope to always please Him. It is all that i can give in the moment.

 

And He deems that it is enough. For now.

 

Rule 31: The opportunity to please my Master is very important to me and I will take every chance to seek out such opportunities to do so to the best of my abilities and in accordance to how i have been taught or allowed to do so.

PS-Thank you to Dr. T. for the video that inspired our usage of the words for the coffee presentation

Fightlikeagirl - I'm a writer myself. I always write lengthy poems and appreciated in particular short writing because I. Would never write like that. Sometimes less is more- sometimes less is because of your perspective. Another beautiful write. To some it is coffee you make and from another perspective it can be the most tantric thing you do. Done in absolute reverence and dedication..liquid love and submission. An opportunity to serve and every step up those stairs bring you to a new level of spiritual awakening as a woman and submissive. Or it's coffee, right? I love your work, Felicia
6 years ago
PaNdEmIc - Very nice piece. Very well written. Reading it reminds me of many of my good mornings. Any dom would be very pleased in that moment.
6 years ago
T slave​(sub female){Owned} - The giving for me brings the most enjoyment not because of the giving but because of how the gift is recieved. No matter how small, when recieved with gratitude and praise is always what keeps me vested! Your relatiinship is an inspiration and models for everyone the satisfaction that two people can enjoy if both partys give as well as recieve! Well done, darling.
6 years ago
PetMaster​(dom male) - Felicia -
Thank you for this (and your other blog posts). Thank you for being so open and honest with the rest of the community. Your writings are absolutely wonderful, insightful and greatly appreciated. This post in particular caught my attention tonight... on a night when I so desperately needed to see beauty. Thank you for sharing it.

Please pass on my gratitude (and my respects) to Kal as well for allowing you to share these posts. You both have been a blessing to me and others.
6 years ago

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