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I Am A Unicorn
I Am Uni
I Am Me

I Am But A Caterpillar
Born
And
Set Free

Thinking Myself
Dead
Untill I Am Born Again

I Am A Butterfly
I Have Wings
I Fly

I Am FlitterFly
I Am Flitter
I Am Me

As I Fly
I See
A Wicked World

I Slowly Die
And
Find Again
Me... :)

Reborn Again
Out Of The Ashes
I Rise

High High High
Into The Sky
And I See

I Am A Phenix
I Rise
I Live
I Am Set Free

I Am Me.. :)
I Am Me.. :)
1 week ago. February 4, 2025 at 2:47 AM

 

       Bottoms Up 🍑

 

2025 was supposed to Rock.

Not Hit Rock Bottom. 

 

It has been one shit storm after the other. 

 

First, a dynamic ends.

8 months of bliss turns to ashes without warning. 

None of it being from anyone doing something  wrong, mind you. 

Just life getting in the way. 

 

Then the snow storm. 

Ice everywhere and miss work. 

Pay check zilch. 

 

And now i have fallen down three steps. Bounced my left leg 🦵 off the bottom step. 

Broke my Tibia 4 inches from the ankle. Plum in half. 

Broke the Fibula another 4 to 6 inches up my leg, plum in half. 

About 6 inches from the knee.  

i also have fractures.

Three of them, coming from the Tibia break to the Ankle on both sides into the Medial & Lateral Malleolus.

And a third one coming up from the Talus i think that is the name of that bone. 

 

i now have a metal rod, that they have went in over my knee and shoved it down all the way to my ankle, and it stops all the way up top, to right bellow my knee cap. 

i also have screws holding that into place. 

And with that rod into place holding my Tibia together, automatically puts the Fibula together. 

Doc had to also put a Screw in the lateral Malleolus and a pin in the medial Malleolus. 

To hold my ankle together. 

 

i had a job interview a second one, knowing full well i had the job in advance making 4 and a half more on the hour. 

And fell the day before my interview. 

So no job now.

And I can't even work at all, even at the job i already have. 

Because the Dr. Says I will be out of commission for several months if not more. 

 

So i'm out of work, all by myself, no body around, no family, and no help. 

 

Bills to pay, rent to pay, car payment, all that jazz. 

And I live pay check to pay check. 

 

But i, instead of looking on the down side. 

And let me tell you.

That is so hard for me to do. 

 

i worry 😟 a lot. 

 

Instead, I am looking at all i can do to make use of this nightmare i have found myself in. 

 

i am going to look into doing some classes that may help me to find a desk job. 

Or maybe I can find a desk job where they are willing to train me on the spot. 

Or maybe, an online job through Indeed. 

Idk yet. 

But, ima make something happen. 

 

Until then, i honestly don't know how it's all going to work out. 

But i'll be damned if i don't go down without a fight. 

 

 

Also, i live up two flights of steps. 

Fun times. 😁 

 

And I'm doing it all like a champ. 

i have to.

i have no other choice. 

 

 

Thank You 

flitter'fly... :):):) 

dawnrobin 🥰  

 

January 29th, 2025 

I broke my leg. And I am still to this day, as of Monday, February 3rd, 2025 sitting in the hospital, not able to put weight on my foot. 

I still have a long ways to go with physical therapy.  

 

If it were not For Bad Luck. 

I'd have No Luck at all. 

 

02/03/2025 

 

1 week ago. February 2, 2025 at 11:49 PM

 

And No, it Won't Hurt. 😏 

Unless, you want it to... 🤫😬🫣😏🤭😉 

 

https://blog.kinkly.com/electrify-your-orgasms-tens-units-for-beginners/#:~:text=Unit%20for%20BDSM-,%3F,-It%E2%80%99s%20simple%20to 

 

Thank You 

flitter'fly... :):):) 

dawnrobin 🥰  

 

Sunday February 5th 2025 

2 weeks ago. January 26, 2025 at 6:22 AM

Great Song... 

 

E.Y.A.

 

Thank You 

flitter'fly... :):):) 

dawnrobin 🥰  

 

2 weeks ago. January 24, 2025 at 10:47 PM

 

Just me. 

 

Thank You 

flitter'fly... :):):) 

dawnrobin 🥰 

 

January 24th 2025 

 

2 weeks ago. January 23, 2025 at 2:24 AM

 

Looks like some of you could use a little reminder. 

 

For all the inst-doms... 

https://thecage.co/blog/userblog.php?blog_id=133925&postid=91413

 

Ohhh, and for the girl gang in here. 

And all the childish shit that you keep spreading. 

Always trying to step on someone else, instead of bringing another up. 

Not being apart of what makes this world the more, we are looking for. 

Always putting down your fellow subs and trash talking all Doms. 

 

Go back to fet... 

 

We are about positive reinforcement. 

About lifting another up. 

About learning and growing into a better version of ourselves. 

About being the positive person in another's life. 

Not About trash talking and destroying what makes the cage. 

The cage. 

 

 

Grow up... 

 

Also, my apologies... 

I am just soooo fed up. 

With so many coming onto the cage and trying to destroy those around you. 

 

This is not...

What This "lifestyle" is all about. 

 

i do not want to sink to that level of elementary school childish crap. 

But seriously find and build yourself into someone who is worthy of A true, good and careing Dominant. 

And have a bit of class. 

Respect yourself. 

Respect others. 

 

Give unto yourself. 

Self Love, worthy of being loved. 

Self Value, worthy of being valued. 

Self Worth, so that One may see how worthy you truly are. 

And Self Respect, by being respectful of the ones around you.

Then can you be worthy of being respected. 

 

Thank You 

flitter'fly... :):):) 

dawnrobin 🥰 

 

January 22nd 2025 

 

Written and posted thanks to the... 

Princess Party People 🥳 🎉 

 

2 weeks ago. January 22, 2025 at 2:22 AM

 

 

Thank You 

flitter'fly... :):):) 

dawnrobin 🥰 

 

January  21st  2025

 

3 weeks ago. January 18, 2025 at 11:49 PM

Fuck it i give up. 

i give up.... 

 

fucking hell. 

Dawn Robin. 

 

4 weeks ago. January 13, 2025 at 8:33 PM

 

Something I heard somewhere along the way, and have taken to heart. 

 

The Need of the submissive is greater than the Want of the Dominant

The Want of Dominant is greater than the Want of the Submissive 

 

The difference between knowing what this means and understanding what this means, is wear growth is achieved. 

 

Understanding does not mean that i will always be exceptional at this, it only means i will always consciously put forth the effort to achieve this daily. 

 

Thank You 

flitter'fly... :):):) 

dawnrobin 🥰 

 

January 13th 2025 

4 weeks ago. January 12, 2025 at 9:10 PM

 

Knowing what something means and understanding what something means is the growth in which we find ourselves. 

 

I understand... 

That is where my value lies.... 

 

Thank You 

flitter'fly... :):):) 

dawnrobin 🥰 

1 month ago. January 8, 2025 at 9:42 PM

 

Making Life Changes... 

 

So, i have had the privilege of being reminded of a very special message. 

By way of past experiences that have had very hard consequences on people and how they in turn treat others in spite of it. 

So this is a reminder to all who go through life and find themselves fighting to stay afloat  through challenging situations.

And in turn then make decisions that only hurt one's self and the ones closest to them. 

 

The reminder is to Love Yourself. 

We all go through certain levels of hell. 

But it is how we manage to find our way back and give ourselves permission of Self Love. 

 

Remember, through Self Value 

We are able to see the person we know ourselves to be. 

And then to set in motion, not a way to fix what the past experiences brought us. 

But instead Remember that the past can not be fixed. 

Only who we are now. 

And when we are ready to value and countinue giving, and showing the value of ourselves,  through how we value others. 

 

Self Worth. 

Remember You are already worthy. 

You do not need anyone to give you validation of that worthiness. 

Take who you are, know your worth, and countinue to be, give, and show.

The worthy person you already are, each and everyday . 

 

There will always be people and situations that are not perfect, ones who can not, or will not, be able to give to you forgiveness.

Ones who leave you feeling inadequate. 

Because of the past choices, that were made. 

 

Accept that You are human. 

 

Then take what you have learned from the experience, remember who you are.

And then show yourself and everyone else. 

Who you are through actions. 

Always remembering your own Self Worth. 

 

Then the only thing you do, is continue to show that you are a person of great value and strength each and every day. 

 

That is how you move on, you prove to yourself, and to any body eles who comes into your life.  That you are a person of great strength, who values themselves, enough to show your change and do so for your own self worth. 

 

That is how one takes and learns from the past and applies those changes to a future, better you. 

 

But you have to forgive yourself first, then find the best person you are and apply to whom that person is daily.

Then do so for the rest of your life.

Always making better who you are each and everyday. 

 

Self Love 

Self Value 

And 

Self Worth 

 

Thank You 

flitter'fly... :):):) 

dawnrobin 🥰