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Thoughts From A New Me

I Am A Unicorn
I Am Uni
I Am Me

I Am But A Caterpillar
Born
And
Set Free

Thinking Myself
Dead
Untill I Am Born Again

I Am A Butterfly
I Have Wings
I Fly

I Am FlitterFly
I Am Flitter
I Am Me

As I Fly
I See
A Wicked World

I Slowly Die
And
Find Again
Me... :)

Reborn Again
Out Of The Ashes
I Rise

High High High
Into The Sky
And I See

I Am A Phenix
I Rise
I Live
I Am Set Free

I Am Me.. :)
I Am Me.. :)

 

Today is a happy day... 😊 

 

Don't worry be happy... 

 

Dance Monkey 🐒 🙈 🙊 

 

The little guy, is my Glitter Bug 

And then you have my Uni (healing) Pillow Cube. 

He was a great help with my broken 💔 leg. 

Happy is me... 😊🤗🥰 

 

Walking and dancing, (very carefully). lol lol lol 

 

Working out is always a plus. 

Giggles 😁 

 

Get Funky... 

 

Dancing in the dark... 

 

Have A Blessed And Amazing Day... 💫 

Y/you Are A Star 🌟  

 

Thank You 

flitter'fly... :):):) 

dawnrobin 🥰  

 

Day At The Doc's... 

 

So today the Doc says i can put full weight on my foot. 

i was so giddy, that i felt like i could break out in song and dance. 

But then i over did it with the very little i had to do. 

Came home, and passed out. 

Lol 

 

Apparently, i have to rebuild mussels. 

Extensive, hard-core physical therapy this coming month. 

So that i may return to work. 

 

Swelling and a lot of hurting for the next year. 

 

Doc tells me now, Dawn, do Not allow this to hold you down or stop you from doing everything you aim to do. 

With that stern look and kind manor. 

Knowing full well, he means business. 

 

i wonder if he's into bdsm 

He's so good at Doming, a natural. 

Hot too.  🤭 

 

Thank You Doc. 🫡 

 

flitter'fly... :):):) 

dawnrobin 🥰 

 

Shine Bright 🌞 ✨️ 💛 

Thank You 😊 

 

flitter'fly... :):):) 

dawnrobin 🥰  

 

 

The Understanding Of My Reality 

 

It's hard you know. 

Entering into a dynamic and not allowing your feelings to get involved. 

When in this day and age. 

It seems that most only want a dynamic that is based on mutual understanding, respect, and need of both Dominant and submissive. 

We become complacent in our need to have a purpose. 

Falling Into a one sided affection of another. 

It is not that we are not cared for or even loved, but only in the most affectionate of ways. 

Thoughtful yet not compleate. 

 

To take that step back, and realize that you are a willing participant in yealding to another. 

You are bound to have feelings that resemble an undieing love. 

 

Pay close attention and heed the words spoken to you. 

For if you so choose to be a willing participant and serve unto another that speaks to you truth from go. 

Do not fall into the delusion that you will be able to persuade another into taking you as more than what you are. 

A willing participant in a dynamic of compassion, care, sexual bliss, and service. 

To hold one another in the greatest of esteem, but to know that that dynamic will never be anything more than the close friendship it allows within the deepest of care. 

Again, i am in a constant place of learning and growth. 

 

To be apart of this life and hold so strong to a thought of wishes, full of prince charming in kink. 

Lol 

 

For the thought of finding another who wants IRL with one whom you live blissfully and happily forever and ever. 

Is infact like finding a needle in a haystack. 

It is unconventional and the likelihood of this happening is nill, to none.

 

Learning, growing, and understanding your place in order to have any such advancement in the life of kink is hard. 

Yet one must realize that prince charming is not real, you are not a fairytale nor does the ending resemble the happiest of endings. 

 

But if you allow, that magic can happen.

You can learn, grow, understand, and have meaning in another's life as they will have meaning in yours. 

 

And grow in this lifestyle you will. 

With an open mind, opened eyes, and an open heart. 

To care for, and be cared for, with a love and a devotion, that one most likely will never find within the vanilla world.

Until it is time to evolve and move on yet again. To care for another and learn a different way, a new way to have this lifestyle presented to you is with equal measure of enthusiasm and care. 

 

That is growth and understanding. 

For with each dynamic we enter into, we learn and grow.

We consciously take on new and amazing adventures and learn to live in a different way. 

A love that is more realistic and true to human nature. 

 

i am no expert, i have many flaws and hang-ups. 

i fall into the wrong way of thinking far more often than i would like. 

But when push comes to shove. 

i yet again. 

Evolve, grow, learn, and come to a new understanding of what real life looks like. 

 

i am honored with each and every dynamic i have had the privilege to enter. 

To share and learn, weather it be with only a friendship a discussion or in a dynamic itself. 

 

For the Dominants in my life are only but human.

Men who truly give honor and grace to their names. 

Ones who teach me, guide me, and help me on my way. 

And i hope that i myself have been as much of a gift and part of the growth and learning experience with them, and for them, as they have been with me. 

 

i Truly, From every fiber of my being, Thank You Very Special Men.

The Dominants who have chosen to grow with me. 

Who Choose me. 

And care for me as i have had the privilege to care for you. 

 

All of my love 💓 

Thank You 

flitter'fly... :):):) 

dawnrobin 🥰 

 

March 20th, 2025

 

A loyal dog. 🐕 

Always there to sit by Your side. 

Comes when You call. 

Is there when Your sad. 

Kneels at Your feet. 

Ready to play at any given moment. 

 

Forgotten and alone. 

Put to the side. 

Cold, wet, hungry. 

 

Yet, is so very lonely. 

 

Even then, Your loyal dog, awaits for the slightest touch, kindness, and love of its Owner. 

 

We subs are most certainly like a loyal dog. 

Awaiting, certain that You will be there, do as You've said You would do, and give. 

 

We wait, and wait, and wait. 

Until, one day, we venture off, and find another who sees the loyal dog has worth, value, and kindness. 

 

Much to often we are forgotten and used. 

Treated more like a loyal dog, than the pussy cats that we are. 

 

Moral of the story. 

Pay close attention to Your loyal dog. 

For the gate may well be left opened. 

And You lose the loyalty once bestowed upon You. 

 

Thank You 

flitter'fly... :):):) 

dawnrobin 🥰 

 

March 19th 2025 

 

One More Day... 

 

i've been thinking 🤔
Why it is we hold so hard, onto people who show us that we are not as important to them as they are to us ? 

 

When The Ones You Love

Hurt You The Most 

 

People need to be surrounded by other people.
For it is human nature to live within packs of those we call loved ones.

Having had fallen and broken my leg.
Given this unwanted, yet necessary break.
Has left me alone, with only my thoughts for far too long.

And knowing i have at least another 2 months being left with not one soul in this world who truly cares and / or loves me. (For if they truly did care, they would SHOW it.) 

Knowing that if the worst should happen and death knocks at my door.
No one would know until the stench of rot finally meets them. 

i live for the day to find a Gental Man
To SHOW to me what it truly feels like to care and love for another. 

One who keeps me, wants me, and chooses me. 

Hell, i live for a day where a friendship brings forth a person of worth into my life again.
For this day and age, those friendships are just as rare. 

i know that i must have the self-love, self-worth, self value, and self-respect of myself. 

But one does indeed need others in their life who care enough to call and give time and precious attention to another.

i ask that you all please take some time and reach out to another.
For it only takes a few precious minutes of one's day to make another's day.

And that little bit of time, that it takes for you to reach out, could very well be the one thing that helps another get through (to hold on just one more day.) 

Thank You
flitter'fly... :):):)
dawnrobin 🥰

 

Also, a special thanks to the few who have reached out. 

Stay Blessed... 

 

Keeping Me Alive 

 

I'm Still Fine 

 

Rolling In The Deep 

 

I Wasn't Enough For You 

 

 

Thank You 

flitter'fly... :):):) 

dawnrobin 🥰 

 

 

The Real Truth About The Vibrator... 

?

 

Thank You 

flitter'fly... :):):) 

dawnrobin ?  

 

 

The Vibrator... 

https://www.facebook.com/share/r/1G9Rgiccs6/ 

 

Well, FUCK meeeeeee!!! 

Ohhhh, i guess they did. ??

 

Question... 

i wonder ? 

Is this considered cheating? ? 

Hmmmmm 

 

Ohhh, and also. 

i'm imagining that more marriages lasted this way. 

When husbands didn't do the job right, the Dr. did. 

Roflmao. ???? 

 

Thank You 

flitter'fly... :):):) 

dawnrobin ?  

 

Thank you Dr.Dr. ? ? 

Now to find me a new Vibrator... ?

 

《 Uncensored 》

 

Thank You 

flitter'fly... :):):) 

dawnrobin ? 

 

 




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