I must choose my words carefully...
I can't say that... or that...
Choose your words carefully....
Be good.. be nice... be polite...
Say the right thing...
Don't give the secret away....
Don't bend.... dont break....
Say what they want to hear...
Say the right thing...
Choose your words carefully....
Thought of the day
When 5 o'clock hits...
Abcdef u!! Blasts in the parking lot...
Today was long and I found my self daydreaming....
I frequently day dream of running away..
Just to be free...
To be scared in the thrill of something brand new.... something strange...
To just drop everything...
To start brand new...
I'm told thoughts like that are dangerous... you are grown you have...
responsibilities...
But oh to runaway...
To have a daring adventure...
To be on the cusp of frightened...
And excited thats what I want ...
What i need...
Today's thought....
is the circus still hiring???
Staying busy is good....
Doing the things your supposed to..
Mondays are always busy...
No time to be bad.. just go and do...
But I don't want to go go go....
I want to have fun....
grrr... fine....
I'll do what needs to be done...
But I giggle inside knowing....
I'm still going to have fun just in secret...
Got to be sneaky...
Don't let anyone know....
You would never know the secret....
Today's thought....
If you only knew how sneaky a fox can be
I can't sleep...I should sleep but the racing in my head keeps me awake....
Meditation is no help.. idle hands do naughty work....
The silence is to loud....but the noise is to much....
I don't want to think.... I want to be blissfully tucked away in the beautiful subspace....
To live among the stars.... to be clocked in darkness floating in the heat ....
Wishing for sleep but dreaming of the stars....
Anyone else some times get a bad thoughts....
Like sometimes I get into
A thought process let leads to bad questions.....
I am not a good girl but I can be....
Today's thought.....
Fuck around and found out ?