Pieces of me...

Keywords:

Success, achievement, prosperity, change, transformation, day

The shape of Dagaz represents a stable balance between polar opposites, especially between light and dark. It is the rune of the light of day, midday and midsummer. All of those times are full of strength and well-being. Dagaz has great protective powers and is also a rune of health, prosperity and new openings. It will stop harm from entering but will still allow those helpful energies that we need to come into our lives. In the spiritual realm, Dagaz gives people access to cosmic consciousness.

Dagaz means day, and in the Nordic lands of long nights and winters, the day is strongly associated with light and life. Dagaz is the essence of natural daylight, the new light of dawn, and the strength of the sun. Spiritually, it is the divine light, the high point of the natural cycle of darkness-light-darkness. It signifies brightness, growth, progress, development, and sometimes fundamental change.

The divine light is guiding you towards your goal. True and good fortune will be with you. You are well protected by the power of the light. It will give you a clear vision to avoid dangers, but don't be blinded by your ego. Remain humble and thankful for all the good things that come to you.

Dagaz is the power of transformation, which causes life changes that lead to a new event and a difference in the person himself. Everything needed for the changes is already there, and the transition should take place now.

Dagaz is also a rune of opposites. This can be seen even in the outline of the rune, which looks like two connected triangles. But these are not opposing sides, but harmoniously existing.

Keywords:

Winning, willpower, vitality, purpose, inspiration, leadership, achieve the objective, confidence

Sowilo is a rune of force which channels the powers and energies of the sun. It represents the illumination that the sun can sometimes provide. Sowilo resists death and disintegration and allows light to conquer dark. With the illumination of the power of the sun, we also tend to see our goals more clearly.

Although Sowilo is well known as a victory symbol, it can also be used as a force of the attack. It is a positive force because it is the natural power of the sun. Spiritually, Sowilo symbolizes clear vision, and the victories of light over darkness, good over evil. It admonishes one to use the powers of good to vanquish evil

Sowilo is about energy and purposefulness. It tells us that now is the most favorable time to succeed in an important matter because you will have enough energy and determination. The interpretation of the rune almost always comes down to success, but as a rune of energy, it also means that significant efforts will be required to achieve the plan.

My rune of the day....

Keywords:

Relationships, a balance of giving and receiving, a gift, a magical exchange, honor, partnership, balance

It represents a gift, whether it is a present, an attribute, a certain skill or ability. To the ancients, a gift always called for another in return. So accepting a gift place you under an obligation to the giver - the gods, destiny, another person. Gebo can also mean a partnership or union, in business or in love. Or it can mean forgiveness — perhaps the greatest gift of all — to give or to receive. Gebo is commonly used as the sign of a kiss - the symbol of affection.

A gift presents you with the choice of acceptance or rejection. If you accept you must be prepared to give in return. Everything has its price, but with spiritual gifts, the cost is always worth it in the end. You must find the balance between giving and receiving and learn to give responsibly. This means deciding when to give and who to give to as it is not appropriate to give to everyone indiscriminately

Gebo is an equal partnership, understanding, and respect for each other. What is needed now is not a leader that will lead everyone but well-coordinated cooperation that will provide a positive and quick result.

It's almost laughable this time. Getting friend zoned by someone I made so many allowances for.

It's almost like he waited for me to catch feelings.

Why act in a manner as too draw me in just to throw me away?

I really hope you feel better about yourself. I hope you got the enjoyment you were looking for. I hope that was the ego boost you needed.

I don't need friends that mask their intentions and act like something they aren't. 

You just reinforced my desire to be alone. 

That is not a mistake I want to make again. 

Trust no one. Give zero fucks.

I have so much on my plate right now... before I can digest one task it seems like two more are added. There is literally not enough time in the day... work is great but ive taken on the additional task of teaching 2 men how to read and write (on my time, no OT sanctioned) so that I have to rush to finish my daily work to meet with them after group. I've been accepted into a training program to further my career which will take an hour away from my work (still no OT sanctioned)... I also have supervision training to complete on my "free time" at work before my boss goes on vacation as I will be the "go-to" while she's gone. I start school again this coming Monday. I also have a male sub offering his submission to me, throughout all this I hesitate taking in a submissive due to my rigorous schedule because I dont feel I have the time to devote to him that he deserves. He is unfazed by my concerns. Yet, I still struggle with the idea of owning a submissive while I have all these balls on the air. Its times like these I wish Tyr were still around... for advice, comfort and mentoring. There is still very much an emptiness inside me. My inner submissive locked away as I navigate life in my masculine because that's the only choice I have. *sigh*

Where is my dominant? Where is my sanctuary and peace?... my safety...

Did you know that unicorns arent really that amazing... it's just a stupid horse with a stupid horn on it's stupid head. 

So if you take the stupid horn off it's stupid head... it's just another stupid horse that gets lost in the stupid herd.

Just saying

I'm fixing to deactivate my profile for a bit. 

I don't think im going to do this anymore. Ima hang up my submissive and put on a vanilla costume. In the past 10 years I have not found a single dom that I "fit" with. Other then my 1st dom who came back just to crush me again. There was one that seemed so promising but he easily dumped me in the gutter, alone and forgotten. 

So yeah, I dont think ill be trying on any more glass slippers. I got a fuckin callus from all that bullshit. 

I'm happy with me, for the first time in a long time. Although it pains me not to serve... being over looked and made to dumb myself down brings just as much pain. 

? former submissive, Rizzo

You came back. I took the bait. 

Now you've gone silent. Shutting me out... (do hope youre ok) Third time is usually the charm, but I see I'm a fool. For rushing back into you. Good thing my stable wasn't fully released. Ride them and put them away wet. No animals in the house boys... line up 

How do you know when things are destined to be? 

Do you need to lose it over and over before you realize not to let go this time?

Can you tell it belongs to you when its like they never left?

How you can feel a connection stronger than before...

Or it is all a dream and I'm going to wake up longing and aching from thirst?