6 years ago. November 20, 2017 at 7:39 PM
I can not get over the feelings I have for the rejection of public society and even family I'm just in a fuck it life can get worse but why do I have to die slow if I'm so dam important to stay alive then at least can I enjoy myself I dont hurt anyone or myself but require people attention mental physical emotional acceptance but nope is what it is nothing is going to change but my age bitterness and expectations of people and their humanity I got a phone call today and I seriously thought it was a real human no joke seriously laughed told me it wasn't a recording and I gave it one little verification fact to adhere to and if I hadn't caught it well I'm sure the diffrence of how I feel could not get much worse than it already do.