Life in poly as told by me

10 years of poly and bdsm i thought id post about it here. Im not sure about other people and there experience but mine have been real mixed and its something i intend to vent about and maybe process some of the things as well. My sweet angel i found in 2011 is a saint and in no certain terms has saved me but also introduced me to this life. When i was lying and cheating before 2014 when we went poly i had more the five people at any time willing to fool around some wanting to keep me and change me. So far this life has been weird i was so happy and proud to tell everyone hey listen my wife knows and we can do whatever you want! I lost 50 friends all female over this they did not want her to know they had convinced them selfs they could steal me and change me. How strange was that? So we started our journey to find others found fetlife which opened a different can of worms all together. We branched out to several dating sites she had the best of luck right away...me not so much. Tbc