Weekly Journal

My new plaything really impressed

so all week I’ve been so happy 

I want more but not desperately 

I can’t believe that I can feel control like this

self control

knowing that I’m such a bad ass that I can command someone else

after the things I conquer all the time

and especially someone who is a hard worker too

they aren’t actually pathetic, just like all the things I wanted to conquer didn’t make me pathetic 

nothing wrong with readying your lover for a good ride

and when the sex is actually good, I can part for months and wonder if that fine thing will come back