The mind...

From my personal experiences of 40 years already I still discover deeper roots of my Dominant sexuality and no sexuality.

I discovered that nonsexual submission fulfills me much better and trust me not because I am too old and unable to but because I am in good health part of it is by masturbating daily just bringing in mind one of my pets' subs, I had the pleasure to be involved with.

Ejaculating is freeing and seductively relaxing.

Learning and discovering never ends especially if we have peace of mind and are caring to each other.

Nonsexual submission incorporates the deep depths a sub can enjoy and feel making her kinky Dominant feel proud of her.

Born and raised in Greece and move to the states at the age of 29 due to meeting an American tourist girl that both 

of us fell in love instantly thus I end up in Conn for 6 years and 36 years in Las Vegas NV.

At that time, I believed I was in love with her, but dint know what love was.

Honestly, I believed that her giving me her intimacy in sex that she loved me, so I loved her too.

Then here and there I use to listen to a song by the title -I want to know what love is- and thought I did not understand the words fully 

in my mind I expected her to show me what love is and honestly while she did love me in every way, I couldn't recognize it because I did not know what love was but expected someone else to show me.

Yes, I spent years being lost within me and lonely. 

Tears and years later I come to realize that I was asking myself to show me what love is, and I am happy to understand it now and love my self which makes able to love another be comfortable who I am and loving myself is giving me peace of mind positive energy and able to smell the roses even when they are not in front of me.

For me this is discovering and learning.

My experiences in life are the ones that make me learn just about everything especially being a poker dealer at the Excalibur Casino in Las Vegas for 36 years so imagine how many people have sat in my table and helped me to understand them.

I've been in an other site like this for more than 20 years I read so many profiles I play with lots of them taste the ups and downs and in this site is the same bull when it comes to lying or being honest (that is for you Ladies here on the cage )

Almost in every profile I read her saying I don't lie and I can smell a liar miles away and what they do? they lie and lie because their story changes every time using an other lie to cover the lie before.

An honest person will tell you the same story a year later because the truth is memorized in the brains.

If you tell me a lie it won't bother me but it will bother me because I can't believe you again not to mention that everything you told me in the past I questioning now.

Closing now if you lie you present some one else and not your self so what is the point if you don't know who you are ?.

The right song at the right time makes me forget everything and other times makes me remember everything.!!!

Dancing awakes my sensuality and while holding her my sensuous eroticism experiences the freedom two bodies

being in harmony trying to undress each other because clothing does not matter in those moments.

Life is a dance attached to a song so I dance the moment even when I am not dancing.

Every body is looking for something to gain from others and yes we all learning from each other.

Maybe to be loved or be understood and be accepted.

Maybe to use others or be used by others.

Some people are unhappy and searching for others to make them happy and yes I used to be one.

There are lovers and haters positive and negative ones.

There are people who learn by reading and reading books and there are others who learn on daily affairs in the streets.

We can read all the books we can but we will forget the context of them in time but will always remember life's experiences.

Intelligent ones learn from the downs then appreciate the ups...

If we smell the roses that they are not in front of us then life is full of aroma.

I've been told that I got a diploma from the University called life on the streets.

Finding our self complications is not to be ashamed of as long as we don't harm others when they don't want us to harm them.

I love the colors of a Rainbow especially on a white pale butt.

There are four seasons in nature and by nature I get happy and moody too enthusiastic or disappointed it all depends. 

Life is a bicycle that needs to be in motion to establish balance.