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Contemplations, jubilations and agonies of the soul,

1 day ago. Jul 2, 2022, 6:45 PM

He lights an inferno deep within her psyche that cannot be easily quenched.

His roaring flames draw her in until she doesn’t recognize the new creation she has become.

He is her master and she is a balm to his troubled soul. 


2 days ago. Jul 2, 2022, 12:02 PM

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3 days ago. Jul 1, 2022, 4:25 AM

Cabin in the woods by the lake maybe a horse out back 

sitting on the porch

Watching the sunset

alcoholic beverage





my happy place if only in my dreams


3 days ago. Jun 30, 2022, 7:10 PM

If she could break the chains that bind her heart, body and soul, she would run straight into his open arms. 

The shackles of fear, distrust, brokenness restrain her heart from discovering a connection and love so encompassing that she knows she is safe, cherished and loved. Never questioning her worth. 

The  restraints of embarrassment, shame and past beliefs bind her body from pursuing her true desires. Desires that will liberate her fully. 

The invisible ropes that wrap around her soul and keep her from being her genuine self. 

His words are a salve to her broken heart, a temptation to her body and a balm to her restless soul.Little by little they loosen the grip of all the bonds that hold her immobile and lifeless.

As each chain drops, she is closer to becoming the angelic vixen she has always wanted to be, though it was hidden until he uncovered its presence.


How much longer? She has no clue. But one day soon those shackles will be completely loosened and they will drop and she will escape to his protective and loving arms. A place where she will discover her true self. 

4 days ago. Jun 29, 2022, 6:11 PM

Her soul is so torn apart. She has an internal battle that wages war on her psyche Every. Single.Day.

Someone comes along and soothes her soul and mind for a minute but then the war wages on and attacks all the blue skies and butterflies she has painted on her heart and in her mind.  She questions every decision she has made thus far. 

who can soothe this torment?  If she only knew she would run like the wind into their arms. 

Conflicts between her past, present, and future hold her down and her thoughts get muddled in all the noise. 

Conflicts between what she was taught and what she knows her heart and soul need cause her to doubt and fear. 

Who can sooth this torment?? The one who has she doubts but can’t figure out why. 

Her days are filled with euphoria but at the same time turmoil in light of the decisions that must be made. 

Why does she continue to doubt herself?


Still trying to understand her darkness. 


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