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Why is it you think you have it together and then fall apart again. 😂😂😂God life sucks the energy out of you sometimes. Trying to pick up the pieces and put them together. 

Right here

In front of your fucking face

why can’t things be

why the push

why the shove 

why cant you accept 

what’s right in front of your fucking face

unconditional, completely yours if you would just open up

thought it was mutual

but no

rejected again, 

unworthy of trust and love 

now silence 

was it my age

was it my inexperience

maybe my stupidity 

a knife straight to the heart

i guess time to cut the string and let you fly away

Maybe I was wrong about everything

who the fuck knows but no explanations

just so you know, there will never be another one like you

fuck you for not seeing what is right in front of your face

That one person who comes into your life. Flips it, turns it upside down and you know you will never be the same! You know you will never encounter another human being quite like them! 

A safe place to land!

Sitting alone

Laying here

Staring at the ceiling

Longing for your touch

To feel your caresses on my skin

It’s been a long two years but I’m finally picking up the pieces from the destruction left by a 30 year marriage. It is liberating!!

Thank you my friend for being my safe space! 

You know who you are! 😘