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The strap against my skin

Feelings unleashed

The bite as it falls 

mmmmmmmm

The sting 

The mark

The craving 

Pain and pleasure 

So fucking good! How I long to feel it again! 

To feel like this! So deep, so passionate! That’s what I’m searching for! 

Such gentle hands

Such warm embraces

Oh how long it has been 

To feel the gentle, loving touch of another

In my hair, on my body

Goosebumps 

Maybe my whole life

Touch Starved

Something’s there 

Maybe not

Could it be real

Or just an illusion

So many emotions

So much left unspoken

How do we know 

When we are afraid to utter

Too soon, Too unsure

Dodging of possible rejection

What if the feelings are one sided

What if they turn away and run

What if they love someone else

But if left covered

A missed opportunity

A confusing conundrum 

We shall never know

Unless a risk is taken

And true feelings are revealed

Why so afraid?

Only an illusion

In the blink of an eye, at the end of a long winding road, the winds of change blow and life will never be the same.

Moments shared, stories told, tears cried, and a hand to hold.  It holds you in your sorrow, it holds you in your joy, a new friend to help you on your way. 

As you look up at that fucking moon, remember I’m looking at it too. Reminiscing on the time that changed my life forever. I hope you don’t forget because I never will.  

Here’s to new beginnings!!