Please feminize and make me your sub sissy

Like many bisexual ppl my choices in porn can vary or at least they did because one day and one stupid decision of mine has put me on a path that I MUST follow... You see I came across a "sissyfication hypnosis" video and they warned me right up top that if you don't want to start craving and feeling the urge to have a Dom man feminize n turn you into a cock and cum obsessed sissy then you should stop. I thought it was bullshit and would just b a hot video of submissive boys getting bred hard. And it was, but as I sat there watching the screen, hearing the sounds of voices telling me to submit, to become a slave for cock, something began to happen. I found myself watching one video after another that, each one pressing the belief that I must submit n that my only purpose to have real men, dominant men fuck me over n over without mercy. Pumping load after load into me n on me. That I must surrender to cock. That my only purpose is as a fuck toy for real men to use n fill. I didn't know yet how much the videos were effecting me and I would simply watch a handful, cum that was it. But then the dreams began. Dreams of me on my knees,men all around me with their cocks out ready to b jammed into my body until every man there was empty. Wet dreams nothing new but this was more because as the weeks went by I began thinking less about pussy although I still wanted to lick n taste it, my focus became more n more on men and specifically surrendering to men. And in my dreams, with each thrust my body became femme n I became more n more of a mindless slave for cock. I tried to stop n even cried because I knew what was coming n now I'm completely surrendering to this want of mine. I want to find a man to make me his sex slave fuck toy and completely feminize and turn me into a mindless sissy for cock. I want it all to b documented too. I want pictures n videos of me becoming more n more of a sissy fuck toy. I want people to watcg as any trace of manhood is fucked out of me n replaced with only the urge to serve cock n take hot thick load deep into me. As the days go on and I watch more videos the urges become more and more and it's only matter of time until I find the man who will turn me completely. I'd gladly relocate for them n be there fuck toy. I have few limits and will gladly do most that I'm told as long as it's not illegal or is gonna cause me horrific pain. This is about pleasure not pain. I want ppl watch me become more n more of a whore for cock n I'll make videos talking about it. And I'll warn those who are curious about whether feminization hypnosis works, that it does and you should b prepared because you will never be the same. I look forward to tell you all and hopefully showing you all as I become the sissy I'm meant to b. Come with on my journey and watch my manhood be fucked out of my body and replaced with only the urge to serve cock n play with cum. I need it n I crave it. Soon I hope my master claims n I can truly begin my transformation.