How Do You Do It?

To say I don't really know what I'm doing would be an understatement.... however, I know it's not healthy to keep these thoughts all bottled up inside. 

What does it mean to feel like you belong? All my life, no matter how much I give, it was I who was always being thrown in the trash. How do you know you belong if you have never felt that way to begin with? You feel in your soul. You become it. It's not just the physical aspect.... it's the entire unity. I can say that I've only ever felt that feeling of belongingness one time and one time only....it's been so long, I just want to feel like I belong. 

So, now I ask, what does it mean for you to feel like you belong?