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Ok lets see where to begin .Ok lets start this way i have stsge 4 non small cell lung cancer i also have adrenal cancer i have becam incontinent yes it does suck judge away .now the fun part there are so many people on here that seem to think they know it all with no regars to anyone well how about you pull the beam from you own damned eye before you pull the thorn from someone else's yes i took my other blog down no it was not that they won but i have enough going on with out the goddam drama from here so like me hate me i dont really care im here to stay i have freinds that are here and i will not turn my back on them nor ignore them so guess what i doughnot care.!
37 minutes ago. Thu 21 Mar 2019 02:59:09 PM IST

Ever wonder what happens when you let people down they learn to stand on their own my children has recently found out that i am not gonna let them just sit and do nothing with their lifes my oldest twin girls discovered it first they would always blow their check on stupid stuff and i had enough of it one needs 400 for her car payment the other needs it for her car payment as well and i just plainly told them no its time to grow up they got mad and left .their mother then called and was trying to argue over it and i told her where she could go how and when so she got mad lol im good at making people mad but such is life they have to learn eventually its not all about them 

18 hours ago. Wed 20 Mar 2019 08:40:17 PM IST

I have been here for a while and have wonderful freinds whom i love dearly i have tried to encourage anyone that needs it .and i will continue to do so .now for the moronic people that seem to want drama and have been bringing my freinds/ family down stop and i mean now if you want to bother someone or cause drama leave the site because when it is all said and done with you will not be able to continue it at some point you will be repoted or if need be have a petion to have the cage remove you .now to my family here dont let morons get to you your better then that and i will always be here to lift you up 

1 day ago. Tue 19 Mar 2019 03:40:50 PM IST

Goodbye says it all im done trying i wont be back on here for some time just have more than this to handle 

1 day ago. Tue 19 Mar 2019 03:38:53 PM IST

Goodbye says it all im done trying i wont be back on here for some time just have more than this to handle 

1 week ago. Thu 14 Mar 2019 02:43:14 PM IST


1 week ago. Wed 13 Mar 2019 05:02:04 PM IST

The hunt has gotten boring time to sit back and relax maybe one day i will hunt again maybe not im just tired and worn out and give up on trailing her if she want me ill be here in the darkness waiting either sleeping or laying back and listening to the screams and calls if others

1 week ago. Tue 12 Mar 2019 02:43:47 PM IST

When it is time to just stop and realize the truth about what matters and what doesn't i have had a great time here with my friends they will always be apart of me and i will cherish them always .but its time for me to stop trying to make a relationship with anyone that is not ever going to hear my whispers i am going to go back into the shadows and stay there the place i am fimalar with the darkness is where i belong and i will be there im tired of hunting waiting when and if she decides she will find me until then i will be in the darkness waiting .as long as i draw a breath that is until then i bow out to all of my freinds i will be here when you need me 

1 week ago. Thu 07 Mar 2019 10:39:14 PM IST

I think we all get board in our lifes its just a part of life usually when i get board i usually end up doing things i really shouldn't like placing a mouse trap in my exs shoe i thought it was funny but she didnt i still think about her face kinda puffer fish mixed with a suprised look .when i was a kid i put peanut butter and milk in my oldest sisters shoes .or when my dad was working on a car he busted his head on the hood when i honked the horn or jumping out scaring others .my favorite thing was teaching my little brother how to play radio rlmfao in turn he taught my dad how as well dad didnt think it was funny lighting his lughts up with a 110 extension cord though

2 weeks ago. Wed 06 Mar 2019 08:46:39 PM IST

I have been doing alot of soul searching and have decided that this dance isnt the correct one ive been alone for a while now and as much as I can keep up i hear a small voice in the shadows asking if i have ever danced with the devil in the pale moon light and then i hit me that is exactly what I have been doing all this time . so i have stopped dancing until she shows up i know she is here i can still smell her essance maybe she is just scared or has not opened her eyes yet but i can hear her and smell her but i cannot find her yet where are you hiding my special one i am here for you 

2 weeks ago. Wed 06 Mar 2019 01:18:16 PM IST

I have fought and fought with the true evil with in me it is starting to wake up and im starting to give in knowing that who i was will never be again if i allow it to take over i feel its claws scratching the surface of my flesh do i fight or let it take over part of me wants to fight but the majority of me enjoys the things that i see and feel through its eye's who know whats next maybe just maybe it will be best to let it take over