Being a Male switch

Power.

So delicate, in my hands.

But, with your consent.

You are the only one that understands.

Your Submission.

So powerful, under my control.

But, with your obedience.

I subdue your deviance.

My Love For You.

So encompassing, in my mind.

But, it grows and grows.

I hold you taught. Nice and close.

My Need for Your Pleasure.

So deep in my mind.

But, my heart wields so much power.

And in that heart. You are mine. To devour.

Your Devotion.

So great and so giving.

But, with my guidance it can be so much more.

Your heart, mind, body and soul.

It is mine to explore. Restore.

Your Beauty.

So great, and so wide.

But, in my eyes.

For me in the beginning, you were designed.

Your Trust.

So pure and strong.

But, with my love.

It will never be gone.From dusk until dawn.

And That Is Why

Your submission is so reinforcing.

To who I am, and to who I want to be.

Because it all. Makes me feel. Free.

Free

From doubt and pain.

From self conscious thoughts, and aching pain.

It is your submission.

That causes those demons and those monsters. To be slain.

We are all apart of this community for a reason, for me its to find that missing piece...to connect on a new level, to be open with my heart and take chances when I can. 

I have no regard for my heart...i don't care about the pain that getting close to someone could cause. Why? Because im already in pain. Im already hurting...im already lost. What do I have to lose?

Why not give all my attention? Why not really put in all the effort if I see a common and strong bond? Why not take a chance and trust myself? Because i have been wrong in the past? Who gives a fuck. 

The leap is worth the fall I guess. And there is no sense in controlling the uncontrollable. Just flow..just accept..and take a chance. 

Some might see a honey bee and think of something so small, so helpless, and so weak. But what you see in the outside is far from what is in the inside. Inside, a honeybee is strong, smart, determined, and calculated. You see, when a honeybee is first born its main objective is to serve the queen, to provide food, protection, and warmth for her eggs. It has 21 days before it dies...21 days to prove itself amongst the hive. This time limit dont sadden the bee, it dont stop the bee from doing its job. It drives the bee, it motivates the bee to work its hardest, to provide as much as it can before its inevitable death. 

Be you. But also....be a honeybee.

🖤T

I pour my heart and soul into everything i own...but yet everything i own...owns me too...i serve it because i want to, it serves me because its built to. 

My work has been crazy, and i wish i understood why people are so mean and nasty..it hurts me to see others in pain...unless deserved.. but yet...here i am.. in pain.  Not because of the actions of another's but because im lost...im lost in my mind.. on where it wants to be..on where it wants to go.

Why cant people just be real? Instead of hiding behind a filter, or a stance...or an opinion. Just love one another and understand that we're all in this together..to build eachother up, to enlighten, and to love.  

I guess im just lost in the darkness of others

-T🖤

A dark night, the cold air brushing against her face.

The only thing she has, is loliness and fear in this dark dark place.

Lost and bewildered, looking for the right path.

He waits, and ponders on what he should do.

Should he care for this helpless soul, or should he pursue?

The only thing he knows, is its to late to save her from his wrath.

She hears the crackling in the bushes, and the sound of a low growl.

And next thing she knows, he's on top of her, instantly she thinks that maybe this is the thing she's been without.

She fights and she struggles and she can't break free.

He bites her neck and grabs her arms, sinking his teeth into her skin.

The only thing controlling him is the hunger within.

The words leaving her mouth are now...take me.

Rule number 23- I shall always be obedient to her, and to never take a risk of losing her attention, her grace and her interest in me.

Every sub has their favorite rule. And as I was glancing across Madams rules this morning, refreshing my memory and reminding myself of the tasks before me I read this rule. Now I've read this rule before,  every day since she's owned me...but I stopped this time and read it again, and then I read it again...and then one more time..you see...all I want are the three things listed...Her ATTENTION, Her GRACE, and Her INTEREST. Those three things alone are enough to control me, those things are enough of a reason for me to listen to her, to be here for her and to honor her with my submission. The only thing I have ever wanted out of a woman(dom or sub) are those three things...but everyone I've put in the work, everytine I gave my self to them nothing came back on return...it was just me giving and giving. 

She's different...my Madam.. she's unique..she takes note of the things I say and do,  and she wants me to be close to her, close enough to her to be touched by her when she wants,but not to close so that she has her space.  She cares about my well being and is invested into my life. She is fully trustworthy because she listens and responds with her heart and her amazing mind. I am honored and I am privileged to be hers. I am thankful always for Her ATTENTION, Her GRACE, and her INTEREST. This is why it's my favorite rule...because it's natural...to serve her.

T🖤

He walked into the cold dark room. The sounds of her muffled yelps the only sound he hears. But what he sees..is her...strapped to the cold stainless steel table, her hands above her head and her knees bent, with legs spread...just how he left her hours ago..

The smell of sex, and the cold air from the window fill the air..making him drool...making him clinch his fists and bite his lips...the craving is taking over...his mind and heart are racing once again..something only she can do...his hunger is only satisfied by her...

He begins to walk around the table she's displayed on...he removes the blind fold from her eyes and kisses her lips softly...tasting the cum from the night before.. he bites her lips...making sure to get the rest off as his hands grab the leather straps and his nails dig into the leather...

Calming his mind, and resisting his desires to fuck her..she's been a sloppy mess for three days, her cum and endless fountain for him to enjoy... he continues to walk around the table..glancing at her, softly taking his fingers and sliding them down her curves...watching her skin prickle and her body move exactly the way he intended..and once again...he starts on his work

 To be continued 

Let me know what ya think.

T🖤