If i am worthless to superiors, then i know attempting to gain status is useless. Better is to acknowledge my worthlessness, give in to it and grovel into servitude. if i am low then i must strive to be the lowest of all submissive. Recognizing this is, in its way, empowering. i can let myself go and fall deeper into submissivness. i am thrilled when men and women look down on me.
The last time I sucked off Joe14 was 3 years ago, when suddenly this week he sent we an e-mail to meet him in his car at a private place i use to suck guys off. He was sitting in his car as i walked up and as i slid onto the front seat, his fly was already open and waiting for me.
He grunted to me and motioned to his cock. Some men i suck off don’t talk at all – that’s OK with me.
i scrunched over and took his cock into my mouth and starting blowing him. He kept watch while i sucked. He was already hard when i started and i got him off in less than 5 minutes.
These are different times and so instead of swallowing his cum, i discretely spit it out into a Kleenex i had. He didn’t know the difference.
He still didn’t say anything to me – nothing.
i gently placed his cock back in his pants and straightened up, thanking him for the load. He grunted.
i told him i was glad that he e mailed me and i would suck him off anytime he wanted. He just grunted. i got out of the car and he drove off.
As i walked back to my car i glowing in the sensuousness of being used. It’s a feeling i get when someone takes advantage of me- uses me and then tosses me away like trash. i just love it! It was be another 3 years but i know Joe14 will come back for more.
slave chris
Collar around my neck - whip in hand going with Kat who will whip me while i crawl fr Her in public. in public. Everyone will think we are playing but we will do it for real. i may have a few marks tonight. Happy Halloween
slave chris
I love the way Jill slaps me on the face. She does it with the back of Her hand one way and then with the front of Her hand the other way. She is very good about letting me lean against a wall so that i can take the pressure and not fall over backward. She is taller than i am and Her hand motions really knock me back. Some times she will slap me again and again – too much for me really but She enjoys seeing me suffer and i love suffering for Women.
She calls me in moments of frustration – where Her day has been bad. Then She calls and tells me what time to be there. She is in a mood when i arrive and we do not even have to talk to each other. She motions to a wall – my suffer wall –i lean against it and then whack, She starts slapping me. I have dreamed of being a submissive punching bag for Women and this is about as close as it gets.
And the suddenly, She is finished and i pull myself together and walk to the door. She calls me a nasty name – and i love it because i love being hurt and humiliated by Women.
slave chris
I have had my covid shots and am anxious to return to my self appointed role of community cocksucker.
But then, a man whose cock i regularly suck off told me to be careful. He is a doctor and he told me that nothing is for certain and to be very very careful when making men cum.
His suggestion was that it is ok for me to rub my face against a man’s fly and or for me to unzip his fly and rub my face against his underwear. It is probably safe for me to gently pull out a mans’ cock from his underwear – to lick his balls and lick his cock shaft.
But he suggested that i stop there and not take the cock head into my mouth and definitely not let the man cum in my mouth- for a while at least until everything is safe. He suggested I massage the cock and give an erotic jack off instead of a blow job.
He suggested that I aim the cock at my face so the man cums all over my face but not into my mouth. He insisted that I wash my hands afterward. So that is what I am doing temporarily. I’ve made several men cum and they seem to understand – and they have come back for more.
So temporarily that is what I am doing to play safe.
slave chris
His eye caught mine, his hand touched his crotch, i licked my lips. He motioned me to the darkest part of the parking lot where there was a trash enclosure. i like being with trash-just like me. i am trash and i love being trash. i got on my knees fast. His fly was at my face and i rubbed my face in it trying to get close to his cock inside. He unbuckled his pants, which fell to the ground. I rubbed my face against the bulge in his jockey shorts – so good to smell a real man, not scum like me. He turned slightly and i kissed his ass.
His hands grabbed my head; i parted my lips and all of his shoved into my body.
i am in heaven because my mouth has become a pussy and he is testing me to see how much i can take. He slaps my face and i love it. He pulls my hair roughly, slams the back of my head against a trash can. i love being trash – a cum dump. I am just sex scum and I love i.
He is ramming in and out faster and faster now. i tighten my lips. i want him to cum inside me cum in my mouth. He owns me totally – completely – i am an animal in the jungle being used and abused by another stronger animal. Then he shoots and shoots and shoots and fills me.
Before I can swallow, He pulls up His pants. He looks down at me with a kind of contempt – like i am dirt. “Wait a minute before you leave – I don’t want to be seen walking with you.”
Then He is gone and I am still kneeing on the ground net to the rest of the trash.
slave chris
I apologize for my hardness, Mistress, i cannot control myself.
When i kneel before You i am automatically in heat.
It may soften under the pain of Your whip if it amuses You to hurt me.
Yes, yes, please try – You own me – do what You want. i am nothing and You are everything.
WHIP it hard enough to leave a mark if You wish..
No, these are not tears of suffering – they are tears of joy.
slave chris
She loves to show me off to Her friends, sometimes, showing that i will obey any of Her commands. They laugh at my submissiveness and i am humiliated but that's ok. i am Her slave. Most men are not as lucky as me
Hood over my head, it is dark. i hear other people as i am suspended by my wrists fro the hook in their ceiling, my feet stretched apart. i love my feel of helplessness, vulnerability.
She lifts the hood a bit and spits in my mouth to show Her contempt for me.
His hand are on my buttocks, rough, uncaring. He spanks me and i hear people laugh. Then Her whip hits the tip of my cockhead and there is a slash of pain.
He enters me shoving himself deep up inside me, rhythmically pushing both in and out and making circles to widen me.
Another whip slash, stinging my balls and more laugher from whoever is watching. I hear the click of a camera –oh yes! i want to be watched while being humiliated and abused.
He finishes with me, pulling out, and then sticking the condom in my mouth.
She is writing something on my chest with Her lipstick. There is laughter. i wish i knew what She wrote. i hope it is as bad as i think.
slave chris
i am on the floor, naked, vulnerable, afraid before a very lovely Woman with a whip in Her hand. Behind me, Her husband whispers to Her, “Don’t’ be afraid, let him have it – he deserves it.”
Looking up at Her i know there is no way i would be in this position unless her husband set it up. It is exciting to me yet frightening at the same time.
What do i represent to Her. Am i a symbol of an old boss who didn’t promote Her and chose a man instead? Am i an old boyfriend who hurt Her emotionally in some way?
“Use the whip,” calls out Her husband lurking way back. Then I hear a beep. He has switched on the video camera and is taking pictures of me.
The whip comes down right on my cock which a loud whack and the pain stings me deep. i deserve this.
Oh, how i love that he is videoing me- part of my face is masked but i love the idea that Women all over the world can watch me suffer and know about me. Somehow i want everyone to know what a submissive slave I am and how far i will go to please.
The next time She whips my balls and i cry out in pain and it is all recorded on video for everyone to see. i don’t think i can take much more.
Her husband ends it and orders me to crawl out of the room. Painfully, in the living room, i carefully dress and i am let out. He will call me again. i owe him a blow job.
Being submissive like me is at times frightening. But also thrilling.
slave chris