I've recently decide to look at my climax problem and a "it's got to be me" problem. I've just had sex with X and K, and let's just say wow and Damn. Every time I came close to soaring, my body would get tight and I would be totally focused on being pleasured and then right before I find out what if anything comes next, something always shatters my focus. And I'm starting to think that maybe it's a me problem.
I mean he's going down on me like a drowning man in a desert, and I am drenched for him. I can stare into his eyes as he eats me and it feel like one more touch, pinch, bite is going to be something more? Would it have been the girlfriend clamping her hand over my throat and twisting my nipple every so often.
You like his mouth on you, don't ya bitch. I told you my man has skills. You're about to pop like a balloon. He's got you right there doesn't he? Yeah drown him in your nasty juices. You like being our little play slut? Nothing but a toy used for pleasure and put back afterwards?
But this train screeches to a halt as she shoves her breasts in my mouth, and it's not the one more thing that I need. I'm so frustrated.
Then I thought, what if it really is just me? What do I do about it? Was I frightened of it? Did it scare me? What was stopping me from plummeting into a pool of pleasure? Would it mean more? Less? This question drives me to distraction. How do I get that when I can't do it by myself?
