Disturbed, demented, and deviant

I need a strong person to hold the back of my head making me stare long and hard at myself in the mirror. Someone who sees a wasted pile of potential and wants to shape all that to thier whim. I need to be remade, and unfortunately that's a long, arduous process. Some of you are unable to take on such a task. Some of you unwilling; I don't blame you. I need someone to help me take the reins of my life and help me.