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Chaotic and twisted thoughts of my mind

Hello all
I'm unsure if I should create a blog, my thoughts not all will understand, they may seem dark to some yet I find peace in who I am.
This journey is so very new to me and yet I am unsure if I will ever understand my self, yet I am finding peace and comfort in excepting myself.
I find myself writing down my thoughts that are constantly in my mind it helps calm the chaos.
I thought a blog may help me to better understand them.
2 years ago. August 31, 2022 at 4:04 AM


The sun warms my skin but does not calm my mind or give quietness to the chaos of my thoughts.
I feel a nudge on my palm one that I try and ignore his touch is so familiar to my skin.
Yet he brings a silence with him.
A silence that allows some comfort.
Thoughts that overwhelm me, questions that yield no answers.
I find myself touching his thick black coat finding comfort in his warmth.
Reminding myself where the black wolf will lead me.
I find myself following him to the dark cave that I know so well.
As we walk he stays by myside offering reassurance.
Reassurance that my thoughts will dance with the devils in my mind.
I find myself drawn towards the cave.
The sun no longer offering warmth to my skin.
Only darkness that is ahead.
Solitude and complete silence.
The darkness is overwhelming and brings no peace to my mind.
The black wolf brings no comfort in his silence only a place of darkness to hide.
His touch is cold and distant.
Yet beautiful


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