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Chaotic and twisted thoughts of my mind

Hello all
I'm unsure if I should create a blog, my thoughts not all will understand, they may seem dark to some yet I find peace in who I am.
This journey is so very new to me and yet I am unsure if I will ever understand my self, yet I am finding peace and comfort in excepting myself.
I find myself writing down my thoughts that are constantly in my mind it helps calm the chaos.
I thought a blog may help me to better understand them.
1 year ago. September 14, 2022 at 12:09 AM

I followed your shadow in the darkness
A light that had intreged me
Words whispered in the wind
Dark soul will you hear me
What do you seek and yearn
Will your words fall upon my soul
Words not heard by others
Words ment for one
I find you in the darkness
Still and calm dark yet beautiful
My Words fail me as I try to find
Strength
A Strength I know dwells inside
Why do you run?, I find you ask
I run from scars from the past
A pain not want to be felt again
Hidden hurt yet to be set free
Your Words drift into my soul
You do not fear the darkness
Yet you fear loves scars
I draw closer finding your wisdom
In your words
A reminder of who I am
A strong wind blowing through the trees
I feel my fears fade away
Like the wind once  so strong
Now calm
Trust so long not given
Returned to you
No urge to run from fears
Of lost  loves hurtful scars
I draw closer to your light
With trust and faith 
Two lights that shine so bright
You fade into the shadows
My mind plagued with thoughts
Chaos runs through my mind
The darkness My once safe place
The black wolf stands by my side 

 My constant companion faithful and strong

 


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