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Chaotic and twisted thoughts of my mind

Hello all
I'm unsure if I should create a blog, my thoughts not all will understand, they may seem dark to some yet I find peace in who I am.
This journey is so very new to me and yet I am unsure if I will ever understand my self, yet I am finding peace and comfort in excepting myself.
I find myself writing down my thoughts that are constantly in my mind it helps calm the chaos.
I thought a blog may help me to better understand them.
1 year ago. February 7, 2023 at 6:55 AM

In your presence
I am complete
Alone the world returns
Chaos and thoughts linger
They dance in my mind
Mind once silent now loud
The way I crave you
I find hard to describe
As if the other part
Of me has gone to hide
I seek you tasks
I seek your mind
I need your wants
Your simple guidance
To quieten my mind
Control i gave to you
I seek it no more
I wish only to please
And lay at your feet
A place where I
Long to be a place
I find brings inner peace
Where i feel complete
When i am alone
Inner voices they roar
Grounding craved
The will to please you
To be your good girl
Once more
To ease the chaotic mind
The need to please you
Leaves me hungry
That I must do more
Always lingers as before
When your presence
Is not close
The loss felt is raw
Incomplete and unsure
How to calm the chaotic
Mind i am unsure
I find a voice recording 

Sooths the choas a little more 
And find the calm
I seek once more 


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