Chaotic and twisted thoughts of my mind

The darkness I long for
I find I miss its call
Its silence and beauty
Peace it brings to
The restless soul 
The light been dwelled
In for far to long
My kneel was at you feet
Power over me I gifted
To you and you alone
I stumble and I fall
Power I find returned
To my hands
It feels to big
To hold it all
The weight to much
To bear
Unsure of what to do
With a task that
Seems so tall
Shall I walk with
The burden of making
Ones own choices
Overthinking with
Ones own mind
Shall I continue
To stumble and fall
Will the dirt forever
Stain my knees
The black wolf
Beckons me home
His howl calls my name
His eyes lead my path
Confusion sets in
Uneasy steps to be taken
Shall I stumble and fall
Brush the dirt away
And crawl
Paths entwined and twisted
The journey unknown
How does one follow
Ones lead when they
Stumble and fall