Chaotic and twisted thoughts of my mind

Hold my hand
Follow my steps
Allow me to guide
And protect
For that is my
Purpose
To lead and guide
So I follow and try
My hardest to
Open my soul
Yet when demons
Dance in your mind
You let me hand go
It falls by my side
Your steps quicken
And I find I
Fall Behind
Reassured by words
You shall return
Confusion drifts into my mind
As if a calm steady wind
Allows them inside
Thoughts drift as to where
My feet should go
For there is no grounding
In standing alone
I crave the black wolf
Once again by my side
His thick black coat
Warm in my hands
I am stronger than I know
I see my reflection
I seek to ground my soul
To make the ache that
Lingers inside to drift away
Maybe I am not who I know