fuck
fuck me
fuck me raw and rough against the splintered deck
the frogs are singing their never ending song and
fuck
so am I
weightless and limp
now propped against a railing
pounded into a pool of dripping sex and sloppy seconds
is that blood?
revenge was never sweet
but you are
sugar honey
iced tea
if you aren't the sickly sweetest
forbidden taste of all
he'll be back soon
but you carry me back to the bed
tenderly and sweetly
letting my nails and teeth bite into you
sharing in my punishment
our mutual shame
the lock clicks and you bolt
but I want you close
fingers laced beneath the headboard
trembling with anticipation
maybe even fear
sharing in the sweetest surrender
you are my only temptation
oh, if only he were unaware
my eyes give us away
searching for you in the moment of climax, even when out of sight
clinging to our intimacy over master's use
knowing he derives pleasure in denying
simple separation
keeping me frantic and in want
long after he's gone
you hold me
battered
and sore
my thoughts wander to the act of rebellion
the source of our punishment
the cause of his rage
I only crave more