there are few and far between times
where the safety net exceeds my own anxieties
heart bumping from within my chest
as the little letters across the screen
reassure my aching nerves
better
loved
appreciated
the pool of desire within me is fed with every word
more than a fuck
or a crutch
or a mother
desired
wholly appreciated
seen
and finally heard
aflame with the comfort of home
and renewed desire to start something new
stretch and receive my reward
after the long wait for deliverance
into your bliss
the ecstasy of your perfection never misses
without I am
devoid
of true pleasure
my body laid waste under any others touch
words wasted on ears
overflowing of your resonance
laying in wait of you
alone
grasped and gasping
as your will over mine
releases all
hellfire
over me