just the thought
maybe it's a memory
of a time so far gone by
thrills me to the core
staunch regret
at time poorly spent
away from your sticky sweetness
nectar from the flowers
sweet as dew in the morning
your tenderness
clings softly to the edges of my mind
soothing my frazzled heart
I want to wrap you up in flavored papers
inhaled completely
and savor the ecstasy of you
the whispered promise
of devotion
the terrifying concept of
deserving love
each molecule yearns to care for you
in the ways which will warm your heart
and fulfill your soul
my skin aches to feel
surrounded by you
captive hearts exploring
yearning together
the universe
gaping and screaming
begging me to be patient
as I long deeply
on all fours
before me
welcomed graciously into me
singing the praises of your efforts
my taxing heart
wants more proof
detailed accounts of
the promises you would keep
the steady mind
warns of titillations
as my desire
peaks
resistance is futile
against your tender allure
softness and comfort
filling me with a hunger for you
all of my compiled doubts
insecurity
and questions
become irrelevant when I look at you
you should be here
clutched tightly against my chest
soothing my frantic heart
with your tender care
denial of your pleasure
reaching a crescendo
as I fill my heart
from you
petulantly
I want to demand
but you
are a softer touch
and a gentler soul
whispering yourself
into the smallest parts of me
taking only what is offered
asking for nothing more
than I have to give