the grassy knoll

I seem to be a glutton 

Acting out and 

Rashly 

Ripping my way through rebound after 

Fucking rebound 

Attention seeking 

but less of a whore 

and more of a scared and timid outsider 

Teetering alone, wallflowered 

As though it were a cliff's edge 

And I am brooding and Dickensian 

Forgetting myself 

Behaving selfishly

Though to great personal detriment 

Far too obstinate for guidance