headstrong
intent on my own misery
and the full weight of desire
no one really cares what you want
their interest is derived from their own self service
how what you want
affects them
and their effective collective
differential is meaningless
when I can't understand any of you anyway
wallowing around in the filth of feelings
Unpleasant!
but I want to understand
for once
dissolve into knowing
where no self is left
and we can be open
alone
together
and free
