There's so much I would just come out with. If it were different. In so many ways.
Why can't I let you know what I want?
Is it because I dont fucking know at all?
You, it's all of you though.
All or nothing, baby. I don't know any other way.
Consume me entirely. Don't leave a scrap left to share.
There isn't a part of me that wouldn't benefit from being affected by you
Your touch
Your sounds
Smells
The magnetic pull of your orbit is sucking me dry
As I resist every turning of the tide
Without you
How can you rest, when you're bookended in misery
and the presence of demise
Even as I bare my soul before you
Laid at your feet like some sort of sacrifice
To the turmoil you've endured
All just to make you grin
Giggle
Gravitate away from the pressures and pains you pile up on yourself
With intention and purpose
God you're so fucking hot
You might know of your appeal
But do you know what appeals to me?
As you embody each Vitruvian aspect of my dreams
Unaware of yourself
Yet still controlled in your wild ways
A partner should be a safe space in which you can set yourself free.
Regardless of how life molds and changes
Through the waves of time we are worn and caressed.
How rare that we are meant to move at the same pace as those who we find ourselves attached
however tenuously
to in our endeavors and decisions.
A partner should hold us in high regard, as a reflection of the self
A reflection
of the self
and their esteem
forever degraded and dragging through the mud of the past that
will never be severed
Projections and protections
Meaningless in the face of eternity
Fuck happyness
I'm pursuing peace
of heart
of mind
in this house
We're running full speed towards ambition with our flowy skirts on
Twirling through meadows of success
Sun in our hair as we crest the peak of fulfillment
Run your hands over the hills
Through the woods
And hold onto the trees
Because here we fucking go