5 years ago. April 23, 2019 at 8:30 PM
Day 5:
The pain in the morning is starting to feel almost normal now.. almost.
I’m starting to get used to not masturbating, not being able to fully have a boner. I’m still hoping and begging her to be let out tonight, I do hope she says yes and in the same way I hope she doesn’t, it feels weird admitting it but I alway crave this kind of horniness, always horny with no end, with no relieve. I do believe I’m passing through the sexual frustration phase, I’m accepting this is where I belong but at the same time I want to rip my cage off me and just get it over with. The frustration part hits me in waves, getting worst everytime.
I begged for her cruelty and now I’m begging for mercy ...