5 years ago. April 26, 2019 at 1:28 PM
Today I’m full of guilt, full of regrets. Yesterday I came without permission. I know she’s thinking of how she will punish me for this, I also know deep down she most likely won’t be able to trust me like she did in the past, I will have to give her the keys.
I’m afraid to give her absolute power over me and yet that’s exactly what I crave to do. Who knows how long she will keep me locked up, weeks, months , a year ????
I crave her cruelty until I’m crying for her mercy...