When I drink I don't care about fancy metaphors.
I care about the reality of my situation; the complexity, the seriousness. Holy shit.
When I drink I can see myself from the third person.
Only if others could see my growth; I have become beautiful, I have become free.
When I drink I am completely honest, unabridged, and truly myself.
I lust for knowledge and my Masters, but understand that my rose colored hue of the world is mine alone.
When I drink I am bad at all kinds of games; mind, board, and video alike.
I always try my best as I do in everything I commit to. It is the foundation of growth.
When I drink I remember my past and sadly decide I don't give a fuck.
I am who I am and I am a powerful person. Fragile and made of stone.
When I drink I just want to be real.
A real person with real feelings; real experiences that share my view on people and the world.
When I drink... I am glad I have the protection of my Master.
Because I know I am just a person; still new to the world and learning how to be an adult.
When I drink, I think of how differently my life may have turned out. Greatful I didn't turn down thoes roads.
Sometimes I wonder why I am here, as I am now. Then I realize, it is because it is where I am ment to be and I embrace it.
-Pandaish.