I need to keep writing because who knows when I'm going to be brave enough to meet local folks in the wild and there are no people here that I consider Doms who actually want me. Now that we've got that out of the way, I watched the Notorious BIG movie for the first time last night. You must be thinking to yourself, damn SJG, I thought you were a hip hop fan? Yes I am, but I'm also a single mom, I have a bunch of degrees and businesses and I am not always able to just sit and watch movies. I think I was probably in Israel when that was released? Don't remember.
So Biggie is from Brooklyn and so am I. But two different worlds. There are a lot of Brooklyns and I am not even from the fancy part. I relate to Biggie but I can't ever really walk in his shoes or understand Bed Stuy at that time. I knew some folks who moved over there and Bushwick and thought that they were hard, but they had trust funds. It got me thinking again about how we can all be so close, yet we may not ever take the time to learn about other people and where they come from and what the fuck they are dealing with. So I wanted to come back, calm the fuck down, and actually try to understand. I'll even try to explain my people a bit, even if I don't always understand them all the time either. Because we are misunderstood as hell too. But I'm probably just lonely and I don't even know if I have people other than my nine friends and family.
Running away doesn't do shit. I was just getting more headaches than I wanted to deal with being on here for awhile. And I don't like dealing with crap that gives me headaches and doesn't pay me money. And I don't give a lot of fucks, but I also don't want to hurt good people by being offensive. Yes I love to troll and outwit stupid people, but I don't want to be an asshole to real folks trying to just live life. So like Nicki said, RIP to BIG. Classic shit:
