I finally was able to leave the house to get a vegan burrito and some edibles last night. I'm still sick, but I made a short youtube video. Getting a little more confident being on camera without makeup but I see why people wear makeup now. I'm not checking comments here because I don't feel healthy enough to deal with that, but I will eventually check them and I appreciate you if you liked or commented anywhere. I am trying to clean the home and reading about dog training for my new dog. And myself. It's pretty much just ABA therapy for the both of us. I'll probably upgrade to premium again to post some pics of my dog. I'm not cheap I'm just grumpy.
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I'm going to try to put a small amount of effort into getting ready today. My daughter is having a great summer so far. I want to take her a bunch of fun places this year that don't make me want to kill myself. I hope you are taking summer trips too! I don't really like vacations most of the time because it fucks up my schedule. And people around here, like when I go to the weed store, they all ask me why I am in a hurry and what's the sense of urgency? Some people even try to tell me to relax. Maybe I will relax when I'm dead people. When I feel better I'm going to try martial arts and go back to yoga.
This and the good morning song by Kanye are typically what I throw on when I need to get off my ass. I love this track so much.