The guy who I was excited to meet turned out to be a liar. I am not writing this to expose him, he called me and exposed himself. He said that at the last minute, he couldn't go through with it and that he is actually married, but his wife is in the UAE. He said he's been following me online since the first few posts on my last blog. He doesn't live here either and said he did; he just visits and is in town today. He said that he read my post on here about being excited and planning out what I was going to wear, and he didn't want to break my heart and fuck it up for the next guy. He said I could post his info, but I'm not going to do that. I may write more later somewhere else or make a video, because we actually talked for over an hour and he taught me game to pass on to the other women. And I look very pretty today, lol.
I know you are reading this, and I forgive you. And I respect you and your honesty. That could not have been easy to be a man and make that call. Now stay the fuck off the Internet and go do something nice for your wife.
p.s. don't ask me for this guy's info. I sure as shit don't trust the site admins here due to all of the censorship. I trust myself to do the right thing way more than I trust you folk.
I'm going to go cry and go for a run now and read about dog training. I've been spending too much time on things that don't make me happy or earn me money.