The women on this website are the shit. I tried asking a question on the forum and three women saved my ass from entering into an entanglement with some guy trying to run game on me. There is a whole lot I don't know about BDSM and this culture. What I was talking about was how people message you and offer to protect you. Some of these people probably mean well, but in my experience, they are usually using it as an excuse to get an 'in' with you. Just like when they say they want to be your 'friend'. Turns out there is a whole protocol to the protection thing. I love a protocol. And I really appreciate all of you. And fellow autistic people (I know you are here because you came out to me yay!!!), if you are not clear about something, it's worth asking other people. Yeah entitled jerks will try to clown you with their boomer humor, but it could save your life! Don't be scared. you can pm me and I'll ask it idc ---- be warned tho that i go through phases where i just totally ignore messages because i'm overwhelmed. So please just ask the experts if I don't get back to you. Or write 'help they roasting me' in the subject line and I'll protect you. I listen to battle rap all day for a reason.
In my 'real' life, other than my best friend Shay and my kid, I'm surrounded by guys. If I have to talk, I'm talking to guys from work. My business associates and customers are 95 percent male. Most of my casual friends are guys. Big tech is weird and I can't mess with it. When I've had to participate, most of my team members are guys. My boss has always been a guy. Big tech is still a sausage party, unless you are talking sales or project management (I can't manage anyone or sell anything so nope). Ladies who I would talk to would often bring up gender to me and tell me they are expected to do the tasks perceived as beneath the men. You know, shit like taking notes, being asked to grab shit, communicate with other departments, etc... I totally believe their experiences, but nobody has ever tried that shit with me. The only time I've been messed with is during interviews and it's always some project manager who is trying to learn how to code but sucks and takes it out on me.
I've been dealing with Gen Z a lot lately because I've been hanging out on that other website, and they can't stop complimenting me for being an engineer. I find that weird. I think it's a civil rights thing. And they don't think I'm 41. I am 41 I just look like this because I don't like leaving the house and I exercise. I got those pudgy cheeks and that baby face. They hate my rapping, but who can blame them? I like Gen Z, I just don't wan't anything to do with them sexually. I'm a 41 year old daddy's girl. wow that's sad. gotta be me tho.
Still doing the doll thing. I do wear hats and sunglasses still when I leave the house to avoid folks. I want to try going out alone and trying to talk to people. I think it would work. Still too scared though. I have events this weekend and I'm not thrilled.
I'll be back later with my youtube video. This is funny. Most of my videos get like 100-1000 views. My 'my car broke down and I got scared' video got like 7.2k so far and I think it's because I'm in my bra. I am looking for new income streams to pay for all of this doll shit. I can afford it, but I'm cheap. So it would be cool if I could monetize that channel at some point, but it doesn't have a topic really. Maybe women with autism or cooking? Maybe I can dress up and do some 50s housewife shit? Either way folks, make sure you do the damn thing in your bra if you want views is what I've learned. And shout out latin america - I think they like me because I'm thick? It can't be my shitty personality.