I've been sick as hell for the past three days, which has totally fucked up my doll routine and work routine. I already wrote about what I learned on another blog (yes I am narcissistic enough to have more than one blog), but I'm mobile today. One of my autistic associates, my friend Shay and I thought it would be funny to do a cooking show. I stole this idea from Tyler (aka Mawk in the following video). The problem is that apparently I'm not the only autistic person who hates leaving their house, and Shay lives in Atlanta so it would have to be a zoom thing. And I don't know how to even edit videos or string two videos together yet.
I do know that I think it would be awesome to do it in my doll costume and come up with some kind of persona. And I was told by three people in big tech that due to reverse sexism it won't affect my career opportunities as an engineer if I need to go seek full-time employment again working for someone else (it's beginning to look like that unfortunately, because this doll stuff is expensive and all of the guy 'makers' seem to be jerks trying to get free access and sex with me and I'm not your ho).
Based on my interactions on other websites, this may be too controversial for Gen Z though. I used to vibe with Gen Z, but they are quite sensitive about word choice and homie can't really play that as an autistic person unless there is logic behind it.
No videos for at least another day or two. I have to focus on work because as a self-employed person, if I get sick I don't get paid. I still need to build more skills before I become office-ready and I need to develop more passive income streams. Thanks for dealing with me, I'll be back in a couple of days hopefully not looking like shit.
Apparently it's still like this. Neat, but actually not at all neat at the same time: