I swam all day and I am a tired lady. Good tired. I am very happy. I also finally finished my taxes (late as hell - like every year. am I even Jewish???) and I'm getting a bunch of money from the government so I thought to buy a wig for my doll project or maybe try botox for the first time. In case you didn't know, some, not all, Orthodox and Hasidic Jewish women wear wigs after they get married. I've tried wearing some of my old ones, and every time I do, a jew on the internet calls me out or my rabbi laughs at me. It's called a sheitel. They are expensive as hell. This one is over 9k and it doesn't include the cut and style. I donated my nice one to cancer patients to wear second-hand because they are that expensive. And I could have got a couple bands for it, but I wanted the tax write off and I care about cancer patients.
I want a lace front one, not the 9.2K one, but something really nice in a dark brown color. I want it to fit into the 50s aesthetic, so I would get it styled wavy. My new plan is trying to gamify being an office bitch for awhile and doing some roleplay with my future employer to make masking easier. Autistic people mask.
My thinking is that I can outsmart myself by making this a therapy goal and playing a role so I don't get too annoyed at other people and having to leave the house. It will be the role of my life. I'll wear my 50s doll shit, which will make a lot of people uncomfortable (especially myself), and I can get those benefits and practice submission by not stupid-zoning my future boss. I don't know where I will work yet, but I guarantee it's gonna be around some sloppy ass beta males who are intelligent, but highly undesirable. Hopefully this will keep my autistic brain busy long enough to get some stocks, benefits, and lots of cash. After that gets old, my thinking is that I can just work on my other businesses while they pay me, fuck around here, or automate something. I hope it works out for me. And if it doesn't, I'll have new income streams built up by the time I need to quit (hopefully).
I've been trying to wear corsets daily and I still can't deal with cinching them, but it does help my posture (which is horrendous), so that's a fucking win. They do make me look fat because I don't cinch them yet so that sucks. Good night playas.
"I'm a fucking homosexual" - Tyler the Creator
