I posted a personal ad here yesterday if you wanna check it out hahaha. To be honest, I kind of have a mixed relationship with the males on this website. I neurotically flip flop about whether I want to engage at all. I'm afraid to respond to my DMs here most of the time, even though you people (fake internet doms excluded) are overwhelmingly sympathetic and encouraging. And at least 95% of the women on this website are smarter than I am and can teach me shit, but social anxiety :(
This blog has taught me a lot about myself, and as a narcissist, this is useful information. All people are narcissists, calm down. I'm in a push pull relationship with humanity. I want people in my life, but I'm too afraid to let my guard down most of the time. There are actually good guys with similar interests messaging me and I'm going to give them a shot and respond.
BTW, I will never discuss any of my conversations with these guys or gossip about them on here. The only time I've ever said anything about anyone on this website it's been vague and with approval. My mom likes to gossip about me with my family and community and I hated that so much. It's one of the worst feelings ever. Don't get me wrong, I love my mother more than anyone else except maybe my kiddo, but keep my private business out of the streets maam. The yentas are relentless.
OK I'm not working today something is up with my health again yay so I'll respond to messages and thank you for reading. Shana Tova hevre
Yeah, said my happiness is all of your misery
I put good dick all in my kidneys -Doja Cat
