Perception

I dream of it. Touch, hard and soft. Use, 

soft and cruel. Service, eager and painful. 

It's not time yet. My body is not ready, but

I was never very good at listening to voices

that said wait. Slow down. Be patient.

I miss that place when I can crawl, mindless

and mindful. At peace and in the moment. 

Someone's slut. Someone's whore. Someone's

sub.