WHERE THE RUBBER MEETS THE ROAD. REALLY! WHO GIVES A SHIT!
BARKING DOGS CHASING ME AWAY.
I DON'T RUN VERY FAR. I'M REALLY NOT AFRAID OF THE DARK.
SOME DAYS YOU WELCOME THE DARKNESS. OTHER DAYS YOU HIDE FROM IT.
I REALLY DON'T FEEL MUCH LIKE TALKING. SOMETIMES YOU FEEL YOU HAVE TO. IT'S LIKE WALKING OUTSIDE IN THE RAIN PROBABLY DON'T NEED TO TAKE THE UMBRELLA BUT YOU REALLY SHOULD. THAT PROBABLY MAKES SENSE RIGHT.
BARKING DOGS CHASING ME AWAY!
WHEN YOU REALLY MISS SOMEONE, YOU TRY NOT TO THINK ABOUT THEM. BUT YOU CAN'T HELP IT. THEY START CONSUMING YOUR THOUGHTS.
THINGS YOU SEE SMELLS TASTE SOUNDS, RUSH YOU BACK TO THAT ONCE REALITY YOU HAD.
BARKING DOGS CHASING ME AWAY!
LIKE BEING HIT IN THE HEAD WITH A BRICK. THE DEVASTATION COMES BACK. THE FEELING'S RUSHING INTO YOUR BRAIN. YOU FEEL THAT UNCOMFORTABLE LUMP IN YOUR THROAT. SADNESS OVERWHELMS YOU. TO TRY TO BREAK FREE FROM IT AND SMILE OR LAUGH OR JUST BE DISTRACTED.
IT REALLY DOESN'T HELP. YOU STILL MISS THAT PERSON. FINDING COMFORT IS A DANGEROUS PATH. COULD FIND YOURSELF TRAPPED IN A BOTTLE. A SLAVE TO A VIAL. OR JUST BECOME THAT DARK DEPRESSED PERSON WHO DOESN'T SEEM MUCH LIKE LIKE WANTING TO INTERACT WITH THE WORLD ANYMORE. FUNCTIONAL OF COURSE. FOR THE DAY TO DAY.
BARKING DOGS CHASING ME AWAY!
MASKING YOUR PAIN IS WHAT YOU WOULD NORMALLY DO. SO AS NOT TO DISCUSS YOUR SADNESS WITH ANYONE BECAUSE IT JUST BRINGS BACK THE SORROW.
THE DAY ENDS AND YOU RETURN TO THAT EMPTY HOUSE, SILENCE IS DEAFENING. THAT HORRIBLE QUIET. IT'S ALMOST LIKE A HUMMING IN YOUR HEAD.
BARKING DOGS CHASING ME AWAY!
THE REMINDERS ARE EVERYWHERE. YOU CAN'T GO INTO ONE ROOM AND NOT HAVE A MEMORY.
You don't eat. You don't sleep, you're basically The walking Dead.
You know it's not forever. At least you hope so.
BARKING DOGS ARE CHASING ME AWAY.
MAYBE IT'S JUST THOSE MEMORIES ARE HAUNTING YOU, SO YOU'RE TRYING TO GET AWAY FROM THOSE BARKING DOGS THAT ARE LOUD VICIOUS REMINDERS.
BARKING DOGS CHASING ME AWAY!
ONE DAY THE DOGS WILL STOP BARKING. THEN MAYBE YOU CAN RELAX. MOVE ON AND HOPE FOR A BETTER DAY. LIKE THEY SAY IF YOU DON'T HAVE HOPE YOU DON'T HAVE ANYTHING. AND IF YOU DON'T LOVE YOU NO ONE ELSE WILL.
BARKING DOGS CHASING ME AWAY!
BARKING DOGS CHASING ME AWAY!
BARKING DOGS CHASING ME AWAY!
BARKING DOGS CHASING ME AWAY!
JUST ANOTHER DAY IN REALITY!
JW.;)
