It almost boggles mind is when people say they'll call you back and they never do. I don't understand the concept of why not. Just tell somebody you don't want to talk to them instead of blowing them off. I guess morals and having a backbone don't exist anymore.
I imagine it's a lot easier just to blow people off or just don't call him back. Well I'm old school. I don't do that kind of shit to anybody. I have more respect for myself and along the people I'm talking to. But I don't get upset and don't get angry about it. I'm just used to the level of dysfunctional fuckery that exists on this planet.
I took a really deep look at myself one day and I figured well. You know what. It's not me. I'm a good person. I'm an honest person. I help everyone I possibly can even when they don't expect it or you need it or for that matter ask for it.
So I've come to a really clear conclusion. That unfortunately in this world, people suck. Repeat that for all of you in the back row that didn't hear it. People suck! That's just what's bread today and the people who think texting is actually a form of conversation. It really isn't. It's just a weak way of not expressing what you think.
I can say with all honesty from the bottom of my heart, there's not one person on this planet or for that matter on the moon. Mars, Jupiter Venus Neptune whatever could ever discourage me from moving forward, it just doesn't happen that way.
I was I taught at a young age. Expectations are for dreamers. What I mean by that is, Be guarded with the faith you put into people.
The hard reality is that, most people don't give a shit. Fucking devote their time to anyone.. But that's just the way the world is today.
I am in no way a disgruntled person. I'm always the ultimate optimist. I know there's a light at the end of the tunnel. It's just all these dark spots that just keep getting in the way. Yes, I may ramble sometimes. Not that I give a shit. It's my blog. I'll write whatever the hell I feel like writing say whatever the fuck I feel like saying . No one's forcing anyone to read this shit. That's just a moment of enlightening. I'd say 70% of you that if you read this. And you understand completely what I'm saying.
And as I said earlier, I'm not disgruntled in any way I know who I am. I know my worth. I'm completely comfortable with who I am. There's no one can see who I am and the value that I determine is in me. That's literally their loss. That's how highly I think of myself. I consider myself a prize. I'm the genie in the lamp. I can't guarantee you three wishes. I'll tell you one thing. I don't lie to people and I sure as shit don't fucking ghost people.
I leave that up to the insecure and mentally deranged. Well that's all I have to say about that. Tomorrow is another day. Put your feet on the floor and realize you've won already. Nothing gets in your way after that. Just keep moving forward. There's no reverse in life. You can't go back. So just go forward. Think of it as a gear selector in your car. Put it in "L" for the leave.
Plainly put, life short. There's 16 hours I'll never get back. But I'm the ultimate optimist. I'll gain 16 more in the next couple days. Keep being good people. One day it pays off. I'm not guarantee of that. I'm just an optimist.
I use voice to text and I'll be goddamn at 11:45 at night. If I'm going to go back and edit this fuck it.
