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Simple Chaos

My journey of self discovery. Finally able to hear and follow my intuition, to reach the Higher me The God's deemed me to be.
1 year ago. March 18, 2023 at 12:51 AM

When I decided to venture towards finding a Dom, I knew there would be a certain amount of emotion involved. Hell, I am an emotional creature by design... And I knew I was going to have to... stand down...if you will?  I mean.... More than once, I've been told that I was like a dog backed into a corner......all .. the .. time. So I know I have to let some of these guards down, at least partially..  To say I underestimated just how strong and at times confusing, my emotions would be, would be a gross understatement. 

 

I'm very tired of being afraid.

I'm very tired of being unable to trust.

I'm very tired of being solitary.

Doogs​(switch male) - Hi Honey; I can totally relate to what your saying both on this blog and also in your profile
Be safe and enjoy
1 year ago
I'mME - Don't let the one Twue wayers get inside your head and for that matter if you hear natural subs or real subs, run the other way.
Just because one is able to respond to any D-type who says something that sounds Dominant doesn't prove anything. Well it may lean towards proving something but (from reading your words) nothing you would be interested in.

I'm sure that this has pissed someone off, oh well, I don't feel like pussy footing around at the present moment.

The thing with submission with me and some other women (maybe yourself) is that some have lived life, whether that means raising a family, working, making the hard decisions for years. So we require a Dom that's strong enough to handle us giving control to. This is done with constant, consistent, being available for us.

I can get a little deeper, pm me if you don't understand where I'm coming from. And there were worse things than being a dog..

WOOF
1 year ago
SirsProperty​(sub female){TX Alpha's} - Some journeys are short and easy, others long and difficult, both equally worth the time, effort, and growth. Believing in the process and keeping an open heart is very difficult at times, especially when trust is involved. Eventually, you will find the connection that you seek.
1 year ago

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