2 years ago. Friday, March 17, 2023 at 8:51 PM
When I decided to venture towards finding a Dom, I knew there would be a certain amount of emotion involved. Hell, I am an emotional creature by design... And I knew I was going to have to... stand down...if you will? I mean.... More than once, I've been told that I was like a dog backed into a corner......all .. the .. time. So I know I have to let some of these guards down, at least partially.. To say I underestimated just how strong and at times confusing, my emotions would be, would be a gross understatement.
I'm very tired of being afraid.
I'm very tired of being unable to trust.
I'm very tired of being solitary.