I just don’t know how to feel anymore one day I am not one day I am here
I miss the person that was strong bold but was I ever or did I just did as I am told.
I have all these feelings inside I just don’t know if I want to still hide.
I thought we were meant to be but faith did not mean for it to happen. I would have given up everything just for you.
But a man like you who was I kidding you were never mine but I was yours. I would have given you 200% control over me. But GOD had other intentions I guess. That a man like you was just out of my reach I would never have a man I wanted never man why is it hurting so bad when I think he is laughing enjoying himself not giving me a second thought.
I know it is something he is not even contemplating if he ever had feelings for me. I think it was all just a game
For him not for me
I did not just wanted a Dom I wanted a best friend a partner nothing more nothing less.
Now I am left with a broken heart I have to pick up the pieces and move on while he just moves onto the next one
I am devastated I don’t know what to do. There is Nothing for you to do Michele he is done he gave up let it go move on like you always have yes you are getting older but you got this. You can do this pick up the pieces and move on you’ve got this.
That’s what I am telling myself will it work only time will tell.
He is a ghost today a day later.
It’s like he was never there but still is.
