lHARLEYQUONN(masochist female)

I just don’t know how to feel

I just don’t know how to feel
I just don’t know how to feel anymore one day I am not one day I am here
I miss the person that was strong bold but was I ever or did I just do as I am was told.
I thought we were meant to be but faith did not mean for it to happen.
I would have given up everything just for you.
But a man like you who was I kidding you were never mine but I was yours.
I would have given you 200% control over me, but GOD had other intentions I guess.
That a man like you was just out of my reach I would never have a man I wanted never
Man why is it hurting so bad when I think he is laughing enjoying himself not giving me no second thought.
I know it is something he is not even contemplating if he ever had feelings for me. I think it was all just a game
For him not for me
I did not just wanted a Dom I wanted a best friend a partner nothing more nothing less.
Now I am left with a broken heart I have to pick up the pieces and move on while he just moves onto the next one
I am devastated I don’t know what to do.
There is Nothing for you to do Michele he is done he gave up let it go move on like you always have yes you are getting older but you’ve got this. You can do this.
That’s what I am telling myself will it work only time will tell.
He is a ghost today a day later.
It’s like he was never there but still is.

Day 2

1 year ago. March 27, 2023 at 9:05 AM

Day 2

I have done two blogs so far trying to also write about my life

Is a hard task but I will finish it this time.

So far nothing no sign of him.

Well it is official I am up for grabs again.

Like a piece of meat on the Meat market ugh that just sounds wrong.

But OG you missed out not me as they say there are plenty of fishes in the Sea.

But I wanted you I wanted to be yours but you chose to throw me away. I have to move on I waited all weekend and you not showing up today has let me know that you are no longer interested.

It wasn’t it. I realized today that you are not a protector at all and I never once felt safe.

I talked to one Dom today and the first thing he said that if this was to be a thing he would have to relocate me. That is a pure Gentleman in my book.

How many of you are willing to do that for someone you just met.

I tell you pretty amazing….

He is in his 60’s so for that reason alone it will never work

But still I found that very interesting.

So I updated my profile yes that is my ass

That is me being locked up

That is my side profile 3 years make a difference

"If you do as He says, you will suffer. I don't know how, or when, but it will cost you. He will draw you in and tie you down, until all that you are is His."

I put this in as a reminder as a Dom you are not only to Dominate but protect make us submissive feel safe built trust.

Trust is earned not given.

We are here to serve as much as you are to protect

Bye Kara

SirTOuTOO{~ 2u2 ~} - ~
Hi SubForYou,
- I sense a few concerning things from your - updated - profile & resultant BLOG pages here, ... where reading between the lines, there appears to be an urgent need, or a seeming RUSH, to get to a particular objective or series of stages rapidly to obtain an end goal you have set ( in your mind),... YET, not having a clue about how to achieve it, the pit-falls, or what you are potentially getting into along the way.
- The phrase that comes to mind is: "Fools rush in - where 'angels' fear to tread" ( type of situation.)
- As you have mentioned several times, that you are not getting any younger, (now 49yrs) this might be the 'drive' behind your ambitious* plan. ( German/Japanese origins - no cultural root details - Now living in Canada - *Attending Business school with an idea of wanting to *open a BDSM Club in London or Canada - !!! ???)
OBS:
- You are relatively new on this BDSM-KINK platform.
- You have little to no experience, of the lifestyle, your own position within it, nor how to conduct/protect yourself, nor how to recognise a predatory Dom, nor how to vet any 'prospect' as 'suitable' for your needs, and that he can openly demonstrates how to handle / interact positively with a BRAT. (such as yourself ) FOR GUIDANCE see thread / topic by SirsBabyDoll - Chapter 1: The Art of Being a Brat -or- The Freaks >>> https://thecage.co/blog/userblog.php?postid=31384&blog_id=68569)

- You have entered a D/s(brat) dynamic 'clueless', and without any further background or time-line given, make out you are the victim, because it failed or he 'ghosted' you. How can we consider the pros & cons of your claims truthfully, unless we get his 'take' on the story ?
- Yet,...now FREE again, a few days later, you are proclaiming that 'new freedom' to the world, (come and get me Doms)... while getting 'professional' (digitally enhanced) BDSM style images taken for your page? ( sales pitch ??? )
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Conclusion:
- From my personal point of view, as being on the D-side of a dynamic, 'all of the above' would make me WARY to even enter into contact with anyone under such conditions listed,... as they are all red flags. ( each needing to be addressed and understood before anything else)

- Thankfully, you turned down the 69yr old Dom ( purely on age ) who BLINDLY wished to RELOCATE you - an unknown 'brat', citing - little to no - 'conditions or understanding' of how the dynamic would work, ever being discussed..... While, at the same time, you also managed to embedded a 'shaming tactic' towards every other - younger - Dom, as if they were not as worthy, if they too could not make the same type of 'unconditional' offer.
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Sincerely, 2u2
PS: I will not be responding to any of the points observed/made above. They stand or fall on their own. I respected the opinions of every other commenter, and appreciated each valid concern they had, and discarded those which did not. I am not here to change their perspective. ( I have also indicated were potential assistance could be garnered here among the community. )
Thank you for your patience & time.
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1 year ago

lookingforyouslave(dom male) - Hmmmm. Following again

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lHARLEYQUONN​(masochist female)

I just don’t know how to feel

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lHARLEYQUONN(masochist female)