Hi everybody
It’s me after not writing for a while I am back to report what’s been going on.
So here is the update
So I thought that I had found my forever.
Yep finally…..
But yeah No not anymore
The question have why are there some people that can fall for someone so fast so quickly?
I am one of them hopeless romantic yes that’s me falling faster than a shooting star.
But I lost him, because of jealousy or insecurities yes Fu…. if all up.
So I am permanently blocked. I wish that button did not exist. I have never used it and I never will.
You want to chat I am here that’s just me.
So we had been talking for a while off and on blocked unblocked I fell in love fast he said he loved me too.
He was falling for me but I messed it up.
So yesterday evening he said he was going to bed.
We said our goodbyes the usual we had just gotten off of a phone call.
Then a hour and a half later he pops up on the site.
So I have seen him before and messaged him before but he never responded until last night.
Ugh I wish I could take it all back.
So I messaged him and he messaged back.
He said I am talking to a friend.
Alarm clock going off I have been cheated on so many times I lost count.
So we go back and forth I am like does she know about me he was like no.
It just took me back real quick.
I basically accused him of cheating and I truly did not mean to.
I wanted to apologize tell him I made a mistake but I was blocked so how could I apologize tell him I was mistaken we are in this together I thought but I am blocked. I just don’t get it people make mistakes don’t they?
I mean I made a mistake I know better for next time it won’t happen again pls I wanted to tell him, but the stupid block button won’t let me
I am lost truly lost
Give me your opinion all of it.
Until tomorrow……
