My life used to revolve around some of the most toxic abusive relationships. I thought the person was every thing I was not, worthy, strong, loved, everything and i put him/them on a pedal stool. I believed i was nothing without. I'm sure most get what I'm puttin out. I'm sure I don't have to tell all the dirty details. Some have lived that story im sure.
My oh my how I've grown and changed. I never thought I could want to be alive for myself. I lived and breathed for them and didn't want to without him.
NOW here I am living for me, growing for me, breathing for me!! The most important relationship in my life is between me and this universe and my bond with nature. We just recently met and were taking it a little slower than id like but that's something I need to work on. Just because something feels good does not mean you take away all its energy. It's give and take a little at a time. Hope that makes sense. If ya know ya know ? Anyway this was just going through my mind and I wanted to share it for some reason.
What a story my life has been so far. Never ever could I have imagined smh. Brilliant, beautiful, painful life. Just stunning.
